Thursday, December 31, 2009

new year eve 2010

tatau nak ckp pe. a year has past. n this is a picture i taken during the new year eve ceremony. not a perfect shot at all.. damn

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

welcome back Hatr(eD)

the ed that was hiding in the shadow for a long time just returned.
i have remember where the name ED comes from
from 3D
not 3 dimension


it's not how i describe myself. but thats the word i use to use.
i was born with nothing. live with nothing. now my old prinsip just come back
from where i come from that's how i will end.
and if this is how i die i aint changing it. i die the way it comes.

that means. if anything happen then it happen.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

a few lyrics that been put together

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro
I ain't givin' into it
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe

Got nothin' to say anymore
There's nothin' new, it's all been done before
Not looking to settle the scores.
So please let me be

Thought I'd be the one you'd adore
I always thought I would be so much more
not something that I can afford

This is the end of a really sad story
but don't feel bad for me
I started out alone and in the end that's where I'll be
back to start of a really sad story

Got nothin' to say anymore
Originality went out that door
Now fallin' from what I'm lookin' for

So please let me be
Please let me be

I'll walk alone

That's where I'll be

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling
He could just be gone

He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Searched the seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?
How can I be lost
In remembrance I relive
How can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating
This seeking life outside its hell
Inside intoxicating
He's run aground
Like his life
Water's much too shallow
Slipping fast
Down with the ship
Fading in the shadows now
A castaway

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows I lost my soul long ago

Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough

I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace

So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own

lyrics been taken from- Anxiety, Sad Story, The Unforgiven III, Scars, How You Remind Me, Cold, On My Own

*ps-i am what i am

Friday, December 25, 2009

you guys won. i lose

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

dada pecah berderai sakitnya bak

tahi tahi tahi. itu je yg aku leh ckp. it's all because of him. u won. im sick. sakit dada yg amat. pedih ulu hati. baek tido lagi best. im not going to my old self. to u T go to hell to the others Die motherfucker.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

another day another breakdown

this has nothing to do with the music breakdown aite. this is my heart breaking down. i dunno wat else to say. you yes you. i know you're her friend. but try to understand. ahh forget it. i got nothing to say. away for the breakdown. thx

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

all i want for xmas( i dun celebrate but what i want)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...

All I want for Christmas is you...

Monday, December 21, 2009


it's been almost 2 week we havent see each other. i miss you alot. i really do. here a picture of us. n syg. this is a song i heard through youtube. muaxx ilysm. lirik die pendek je tp very meaningfull

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

F vs Z

huhu.. this is getting me dizzy. bukan sbb nak pilih diorang. i allready choose my lovely Fyka since 15.05.09. i love you so much. Z i open ur blog cuz Fyka suh tgk. actually it's kinda make fyka sad cuz she felt guilty. i dunno wat to say. im the one actually yg pegi kat fyka. bukan u rampas i kan. and at this moment i really love fyka. n i miss her alot. dah seminggu tak date sbb die blek umah mak die. syg. sorry teddy post benda camni. but i want the whole world to know dat I LOVE YOU!


sorry z 4 treating u the way i treat u b4. an advice 4 u. don' change ur bf becoming like me. i am me. n their not me. accept them the way they are.

Fyka syg. i miss u alot. i love you so much. rindu jumpa syg ari2. rindu mkn dgn syg ari2. senang cite teddy rindu semuanya

Friday, December 11, 2009

aku tatau pe tajuk kali ni

ahakz.. dah tade tajuk dah. aku tatau pe nak ckp pon actually. aku juz pening pale. it's all coming back. all i gotta say is im really dizzy of this. am i really a pain in the ass to you? im really hungry. i need to eat. dats all.. i got nothing to say

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

sick of it

I ran away from you I
Took everything
Facing the day I turn my back just the way you showed me
I'd say I've changed for your right and you stay the same
I stepped away from you
I wont be coming back

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

You're getting sick of this life faceing the truth
Chasin the lies you live by wont be something new to you,
I haven't spoke of bad times
I have no use
Erase the memories it's something I must do

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

Nothing around you
Nothing to say
Nothing involving you concerns me today
Maybe you'll find out
Maybe you'll break
Maybe you'll end up just like the way you are today

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

Monday, December 07, 2009

will you

here is two version of will you. hear it.

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See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She breaks down - breaks down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll break down - It's fake now

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She breaks down - breaks down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Yesterday! Yesterday!
Yesterday! Yesterday!

This time, I'm sorry
This time, I'm sorry
This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time, I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry!

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Will you? [x6]
So Will You?
Will you? [x6]


Saturday, December 05, 2009

i want this phone

wuuuuu 500 inggit mane nak cari sedih2.. kena cari duit ni.. teringin sgt henset ade wifi. wuuuuu ade gps.. wuuuu nak nakkk

Thursday, December 03, 2009

no more

this post has been out of the day

Sunday, November 22, 2009

22 nov

haha mlm smalam g lepak kat ipoh den jalan2. pg snap2 gambar. dgn awek aku n kawan2 poli die. n smalam aku pakai baju yg die bagi heee.. saje nak tunjuk je. hee thx syg utk baju ni.. ilysm

Thursday, November 19, 2009

totally fucked up

tension. byk sgt problem. cam buto. itu aku rasa. cam gampang pon ade. haha. arini. aku nak lepaskan geram aku yg sgt geram. babi!! gampang!! haram jadah!!! pukimak!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking bastard!!! goddamn!


look like back to my hatred self again

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


i quit about 3 weeks ago for relaxing n trying to find an idea. i have no idea. im not a photographer at all actually. hell i cant even edit my pictures nymore. lol. but today i have to touch that camera once again.. capturing my last memory in college. well actually. i kinda don't like it. i mean touching the camera. i will neva gonna miss my college. all this so called "friend" is juz a fuck up bussines. damn you all. finally i will get away from you guys. ahakz. then once again i shall quit photography for a while. relaxing my mind. finding an idea. i need new skills. i need new camera. i need new laptop but i definetly dont need new girlfriend cuz i love my girlfriend so much. heee ilysm nurul afiqah!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

modding my car

ahakz. im really going to it. modding my stupid car. adoi2. tension ade gak ni. dah 3 led terbakar. camne ni. tension2. modding biasa je. letak led. btolkan wiring. letak killswitch. letak switch untuk aku nye lampu led tuh. switch utk woofer aku.. haish. baru siap letak switch. tak wiring ag ni. tension2. led lak terbakar. adoi2. harap2 sempat siap

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

turn around check it out

the death pit

everytime i come and go. i never care for what thou do.
but thou killing me inside. slowly.. yet painfully.
thou shall know me better. but thou act nothing

i killed my "trade" today
juz another star that come upon thou
to seek "my life"
yet i was pushed to "the death pit"

i am nothing yet something
to be "prosecuted"
along this death pit thou push me
till thou kill me

thou never know what i "hide"
thou never see what i "deep freeze"
thou make me lose my "water"

cut from the phrase in the book "Take away" chapter 1 page 12

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

is this a dream

memories. that's what i love yet i hate. old memories coming back macam rimau nampak babi. this is killing me. this post is not about me n my girl. this is just my past. it's all coming back like a riverflow that i try to stop. thx god some1 helping me. looking at my old memories sumtimes make me cry, laugh, angry, happy. all those memories that i hide, i faded it and i kill before is back haunting me. trying to stop me from having this life i ever wanted.

Monday, November 02, 2009

tag oleh syue

1. Who do u think right now?
syg marah ke teddy upload pic pg vacation byk2. wuuu

2. His/Her fullname?
nurul afiqah bt mohd nor.

3. His/her favourite?
mcd haha. n camera

4. Where did you meet (first time)?
taman cempaka time die cari rumah

5. Describe him/her in 5 words.
1. manje
2. kadang degil tp still dgr ckp
3. penyabar
4. masam(padahal wangi)
5. susah nak suh mkn bile die majuk.(camne la nak besar ni syg)

6. When, where was the last time u cried for him/her and why?
nak tau? time kitaorang gaduh ritu sal kecik je heee :P

7. How well u know him/her?
alot and still need to know her better

8. What u want him/her be for u?
my wife, my friend, my bestie, my everything!

9. If you could change something about him/her wht would it be?
i want to make her life happy

10. How do him/her describe you?
si pelik at first heee

11. When was the last time you two talked over the phone?
last skali smalam mase die g cari umah sewa.

12. 1 song u want dedicated to him/her?
more then words

anda telah tag??
sape2 je yg rajin


haha kali ni post aku paling kurang bercakap tp byk gambar. hee aku bercuti.. sgt2 best. heee. tgk lew gambar aku terangkan
ikutkan byk gambar nak upload tp pening pale japg upload byk2 tol tak. heee tgk skit2 je dah la ek

ni hari pertama kitaowang sampai penat2 terus g makan2. haha

ni lak saje2 tangkap hehe

ni lak tgh bwat poco2 haha

Kami Ingin Meniru dia(ini adalah gaya seperti mamat rawkstar tuh)

bersama cik bulu yg ketot. seperti adik dan abg. hoho

bersama bini tercinta heeee

hadiah dari bini tercinta heeee i love you syg!

gambar paling romantik bg aku(aku tau lak romantik2 ni haha)

gambar bajet dgn chaer hahaha

bersama nama kami

berjalan2 di atas batu

aku tgh bajet jd model haha(*ps awek aku cam model aku cam pe je)

ni lagila. aku muka bajet ag haha

bila dah gila

ketam mane tah kami jumpa

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

am i mean?/ dah tua dah kau ed

im sorry syg for being so mean to u. huhu actually post ni sebenarnye nak gtau sal bday aku ag. tp bday aku dah jauh lepas. awek aku dah edit pon picture2 tuh. ade kat blog die. ni nak cite pada 25.10.09 kitaorang g la jalan2 kat jusco tuh lepak2. mkn2. den petang tuh kitaorang g botani ade beberapa shoot picture skit. den2.. kitaorang g mkn mcd dgn fedot n raje. haha raje banje. sambil tuh kami membuat kerja gile. haha lepas tuh. awek aku ni haa nak g jj blek nak sgt beli barang. die suh aku tunggu dalam kete jap. sedar2 die blek kat kete suh aku tutup mata. aku pon tutup. tetiba jeng3.

haa ni la present aku dpt. dalam ade pe korang tayah tau la.. tuh present aku tp aku happy sgt dpt present. :P dah tua2 pon ade present ag ke?
1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?.
my busuk syg heee

2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
nasi lemak pagi td makan

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?.
dalam malaysia? cameron highland. luar malaysia japan!!! hoho

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?.
sudah 5bln dan berharap selama lamanya

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?.
yosh.. semestinya ya

6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?.
last mkn dgn mt wife dkt jj! hehe

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?.
buku nota haha

8. Nama penuh anda?.
edzaham syafiq b jauhari

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?.
mak tp sejak mak tade dgn ayah haha

10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?.
nurul afiqah bt mohd nor- hari2 nak jumpa syg heee

11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?.

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
-syue tongek
-kawan awek aku
-mcm makcik
-gile pink
-lonjong! haha

15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai?.
-isteri saya
-edit gambar
-tangkap gambar
-dgr lagu

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?.
dua2 saya sukaaaa

17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?.
buku sains mase blajar td
inilah lau org tade keje die bace komeik je

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?.
-im a fake- the used
-avenged sevenfold- chapter four
-avenged sevenfold- i wont see you tonight part 1
-atreyu- demonolgy & heartache
-avennged sevenfold- dear god
-big yellow taxi- counting crows
-everclear- i've seen better days

saya mahu tag:
my wife pka
sape2 yg follow blog aku

Friday, October 23, 2009

entry ytk bday aku

21.10 and 22.10
date yg best skali dalam idup aku
actually ni la 1st time aku dpt celebrate dgn awek aku dari kul 8 sampai kul 1malam. dalam seumur hidup ni first time. mase tuh lepak dkt padang ipoh. tepat kul 12. die nyanyi kat aku lagu bday. hee aku suka sgt. sblom kul 12 kitaorang maen snap2 pic. hehe tangkap gambar sana sini. den lepak2.. lepas die nyanyi tuh kitaorang g mcd. awek aku banje. heee makan mcchiken deluxe.. heeee.. ade gambar2 kitaorang kat sana.. tp nanti aku upload kat mespes. hehe usha2 la. ngeee i love you syg thx!!

tag by syue

1. Go to ur cell phone and look at your received calls list the first ten names if the name is repeated go to the next and list them below ;
1. bob dini
2. kakak ku eme
3. 0124048372(tatau no sape)
4. 0175975730(tatau gak no sape)
5. my wife(pka)
6. 0175089978(tatau lagi)
7. uzy
8. jah
9. eddie
10. adik azim
2. Is number 4 your best friend?
tak dikenali
3. Are you related to number 2?
yes my short sister haha
4. Do number 5 and 8 make a good couple?
no2.. 5 are for me hehe
5. How old is 10?
tatau lew.. tp dok panggil die adik
6. Where did you meet 7?
zaman2 nakal dlu kat babyface
7. Say something nice about number 1..
ape kau mau dini -_-
8. Could you ever live with 3?
tatau la sape tuh
9. Do 6 and 9 make a good couple?
tahlew.. haha no 6 tuh pon aku tak kenal
10. Have you ever dated 8?
-_- kawan baek aku tuh
11. Would you ever date 5?
sgt2 sanggup.. hehe
13. Is 1 shy?
i dunno la die
14. Do you go to school with 2?
15. Would you do anything for 10?
mosh same2 haha
16. Do you know a secret about 4?
17. Do you trust 7 with anything?
skit je heee
18. Who is the best looking?
number 5 i dun lie
19. Who is the loudest?
20. Who do you talk to the most?
no. 5 .sygku


aku nk tag:

a) wifey pka

b) amal

c) sape2 yg maen blog laaa

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


ahakz. rini lecturer bwat suprise party. seb bek aku tak nangeh. huhu ok.. aku tatau camne nak cite camne tp sebenarnye yg nak bwat aku nangeh sebab kehidupan aku ade la cam naruto skit lau korang nak tau. haha tapi aku tade la demon dalam badan aku ni meh2 aku cite skit sal die

Naruto Uzumaki is a young boy who has the Nine-Tailed Demon Fox sealed within him. Twelve years before the start of the series, the Nine-Tailed Demon Fox attacked the ninja village Konohagakure, slaughtering many people. In response, the leader of Konohagakure and its ninja military – the Fourth Hokage – sacrificed his life to seal the demon inside Naruto when he was a newborn. Konohagakure, however, regarded Naruto as if he were the demon fox itself and mistreated him throughout most of his childhood. Because of the prejudice and loneliness he experienced during his childhood, Naruto developed a craving for acknowledgment. In order to achieve this, Naruto would play pranks all around the village and even go as far as to strive for the rank of Hokage. Even after graduating from the academy, Naruto was still determined to be recognized though as Naruto made more and more connections with others, his reasons for wanting to become Hokage underwent a change, having less to do with the desire for recognition, and more to do with wanting the strength to protect his home and the people close to him.Naruto's "unique power", as he seems to change the world views of everyone he meets, and inspires courage for the future within them.As mentioned above, Naruto is characterized as being hyperactive; he is typically exuberant, easily excitable, impulsive, and suffers from a short attention spanAccording to Kakashi, Naruto is someone who learns through his body. Naruto is relatively naive, being slow to understand.As an extension of his naivety, Naruto has a number of childish traits.He also smiles near-constantly, which, during his childhood, was to mask the sadness of his lonely life. Those who are closest to him are able to recognize when his smile isn't genuine.

Friday, October 16, 2009


its allready been 5 month syg

i want to tell u whats in my heart. sorry lambat.
i was never a man that everybody like
never a man that is good with the ladies
never a man that is wanted by anyone

but since i saw u.
since u help me wake up from my deep slumber of lies
i realise there is still hope for me
to be loved by sum1
to be cared by sum1
to be wanted by sum1

lagi2 sejak kite kapel. ari2 berkepit. rasa susah hati lau ur not around.
i really miss you so much

and by the way you know who dat sum1 is.
its you syg! nurul afiqah!

surat ini ditulis kepada nurul afiqah daripada edzaham syafiq :P

Sunday, October 11, 2009

nearly 5th month

dah nak 5 bln. its nothing. if u really wanna know. lately i juz being paranoid i think. b4 this i think i see me everywhere i go. at u page, blog, everything lately. only a few left. im juz paranoid cuz i love you so much. sorry for behavin this way

Saturday, October 10, 2009

im sorry

im sorry that i cause you so many trouble
im sorry if i scolding at you
im sorry for the bad thing i done
im sorry for the making u say i dont trust you
im sorry for all i have done.

im really sorry syg. im just worried. ilysm dats all i want to say
but my sorry doesnt count if im still doing it kan? im sorry im worried...

tipu la lau teddy tade rasa curiga. every couple mesti curiga dgn pasangan die. teddy mmg curiga dgn sayang kadang2. tp teddy still caye pe yg syg ckp. sape tak curiga. lg2 lau dpt gf yg perfect cam syg. curiga sbb worried i may lost someone i really care. someone i really love. syg tade perasaan curiga kat teddy? tapi yg kita gaduh kat gig tuh. bkn sebab curiga or not trusting any1. im juz worried. if anyhting happens to you. if worried n concerned about you is a guilty then i admit im guilty.

Friday, September 25, 2009

24.9.09 dan 25.9.09

aku ke port dickson hahaha.. jalan2.. bpk bosan.. sebenarnya aku rindu kat gf aku yg tersyg.. sgt2 rindukan die.. patut 24.9 tuh aku jumpa die.. tp aku dah bergerak ke pd ptg tuh.. sedih yg amat tak dapat berjumpa die.. aku kat sini pg la shooping complex.. adoi shopping complex die mcm billion kat mdn gopeng tuh je. sedih aku tgk.. baru nak shopping best2.. tp tade pe

haaaa aku lepak kat chalet avilion.. hahah best siot.. atas air.. mmg tido tak ingat dunia la.. ni ha gambar skit

ni kat chalet aku tido. best la gak duk sini.

haha lepas tuh 25 lak aku pg pantai.. haa ni untuk syg.. heeee i made this speacially for u syg! ilysm

hehe ni bkn je benda yg teddy bg syg.. i got a present for u.. hehehe muaxx

Sunday, September 20, 2009


raya? malas tol.. dah tade ape.. raya semua sama je..

ape? abis lagi? dang. watpe la sampai abis?


sgt bengang.

sgt2 la bengang dgn segala benda

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

sudah 4 bulan wooo

tapi tak rasa lama pon.. rase cam baru ag.. rini nak kuar dgn my girl, pg mane? berbuka n celebrate 4 month aniversary kami.. aku ni tak mandi2 ag.. nak g mandi.. hehehe. syg. teddy pon tade pe yg special sgt nak bg kat syg.. tp teddy akan buat yg terbaik utk happykan syg! muaxxx ilysm

Thursday, September 10, 2009

for my syg!

this is a song for u. :) sorry lirik ni tak lengkap. .teddy bwat balik lirik ni bg jd version ni :)

so darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
oh... Stand up, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

so darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh... stand by me
please please Stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble you can stand by me, oh stand by me
please please Stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me, woahh.. stand by me
Oh... stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble wont you stand by me, oh... stand by me
Oh. stand up, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh... stand by me
please please, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me, woahhh... stand by me
stand by me, stand by me, stand by me,stand by me

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

lg satu survey

1) What is your boyfriend/girlfriends name?
nurul afiqah!!!! hehe ilysm

2) What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
hitam ade kotak2 haha nak tgk ke?

3) What are you listening to right now?

4) Whats your favorite number?

5) What was the last thing you ate?
popiah goreng-tak sedap

6) When was the last time you smiled?
about 3 hours ago

7) How is the weather right now?
night yg panas

8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
nurul afiqah!!

9) What is your worst habit?

11) Do you drink?
not anymore

12) Do you smoke?
cigarattes yes

13) When was the last time, if ever, blacked-out from drinking?

14) Hair color?

15) Eye Color?
dark brown

16) Do you wear contacts?
yes sbb rabun

17) Favorite Holiday?

18) Favorite Month?

19) Have you ever cried for no reason?
ade2 mase kecik2. mase umur 1-3 tahun mesti ade

20) What was the last movie you watched?
final destination

21) Favorite Day of the Year?
15.05(she knows why)

22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
no. haha

23) Last advice you received?
jgn degil haha

24) What was the highlight of your weekend?

25) Chocolate or Vanilla?

26) What is the last text message you received?
my baby boo new- k.=sbb die nak tido dah haha

27) What is the last text message you sent?
ilysm 2 syg. muaxx nite. mimpi teddy tau

28) Who was the last person to call you?
my baby boo!!!

29) What books are you reading?

30) When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?
tahlew.. hahaha

31) Favorite movie?
Max payne!

32) Favorite football team?
Bola sepak ke rugby? lau rugby tatau.. tp semua aku tgk best.. lau bola sepak tak best.

33) What were you doing before this?
assigment gile!

34. Any pets?
6 cats

36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
haaa mane yg sedap tuh la yg aku makan

37) Dogs or cats?

38) Favorite flowers?
haha tak reti tgk2 bunga ni

39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
3 weeks ago. in college. fuck you ustaz!

41) Have you ever loved someone?
yes right now!

42) Who would you like to see right now?

43) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten ?
sum. tp dah byk ilang pon. im a black goat sejak kecik

44) Have you ever fired a gun?
nope.. but i wish i can!

45) Do you like to travel by plane?
tak penah ag.. sape nak bawak aku jalan2 naek kapal tebang!!

46) What website do you frequently visit?

47) If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
her!!! leh date!!

48) How many pillows do you sleep with?
1 pillow 1 big teddy bear! haha

49) Are you missing someone?
yes every second of my life

50) Do you have a Tattoo?

51) Are there people on your myspace page that you would date or go on a date with?
yes! her

bosan2 bwat survey ngek ni

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? -taken
2) Are you happy with where you are? -yes
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes with her
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? who doesnt
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? no
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? i dunno
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? with her
8) Do you want children? not yet. but maybe later
9) How many? 1-2
10) Would you consider adoption? lau seko pun susah nak jaga nak lagi sekor adopt?
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? dunno
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? no
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? what game? psp sumtimes haha
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes when i meet her picco mowwa
15) Are you romantic? i dunno. dat must ask my girl pka
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? i dunno, maybe
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be? japan!
18) Do you have feelings for someone right now? yes her her her!!
19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? no
20) Have you ever broken a heart? i dunno
21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? tak paham soalan ni
22)What would you say about your last ex? ***King ***ch
23)who u wanna tagged this survey to my girl pka, syue, shera, amal, sape2 lah yg kawan aku tuh

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Step up You cowards, fucking criminals

So after the fucking smoke clears and the dust settles,
We're left with one mission, defending the families name.
We planted our flag years ago and staked our claim.
This ain't mall metal made for little bitches,
This is war metal made for vendettas.
The new breed: billy club sandwich, everybody gets hurt, sworn enemy and the mighty, mighty irate.
So right now i'ma see how far i can shove this underground shit up your ass bitch.

Step up,
You cowards, fucking criminals
Step up, step up to me
Rise up avengers, rise up
Defend the family

We will not be broken by a bunch of fucking hypocrites.

I’ve got beef with you putas using our name for your own damn gain it’s a damn shame.
Your music it makes me sick.
You sound like some faggots gagging on korn’s dick.
You think you could fuck with me, i’ll beat you musically then physically.
Straight out the bronx, new york,
I got mine, son, step up and get yours.

Step up,
You cowards, fucking criminals
Step up, step up to me
Rise up avengers, rise up
Defend the family

Don’t even try to plead your case bitch, it's got more holes than your fucking face.
You’re against establishment but for sponsorship you’ll suck a corporate dick.
So fuck you and your crew, your fans, your friends and all your family too.
I’m ashamed to be your dad and right now you're making me mad yeah you're making me want to
Jump right on a plane, fly first class just to beat your ass and fly home again.
You’re entering a world of pain and i don’t back down when someone fucks with my family.

You should have been a man about this.
Recognized that we pre-exist.
But you took the shady route
And now i’m here to call you out bitch.

Fake ass,

You better step up (punk)

Friday, August 28, 2009

tagged dari my wife

A - Available?
-im not single la so not

B - Best Friend(s)?
-a few i think

-crush pe??/ nak crush2 lak


-my girl, joe, amal

F - Favorite Food?
-chicken chop bbq sauce, makanan yg pedas2

-gummy bears

ipoh la.

-i dunno...

J - JOB?

-ikut my wife

-8 hours

-all kind


-i dunno what could i wish for right now. im allready happy




second combat- this is the reason i stay

-1.45 pm

-im a nerd motherfucka

-none hate veges

-byk sgt

-mse patah tgn

-she's dead. but i really miss her


tag this to :
my girl pka
adik eya

Monday, August 24, 2009

sedar tak sedar dah dekat 8 tahun aku minat band ni

haha now baru aku sedar nape aku suka.. lirik die sgt best n ade kene mengena skit la dgn aku. tp hidup aku skarang sgt happy so jgn salah sangka na.. haha saje2 nak share2.. asyik2 hardcore la metal la.. skali skala numetal ataupon penah dgn genre rock/rap

Learned how to rap as a little boy
Took alot of crap as a little boy
Always had to fight back as a little boy
Always under attack as a little boy
Never got good grades as a little boy
I was locked in a cage as a little boy
Still i never was afraid as a little boy
I was feeling my rage as a little boy
It's time to blow their minds

Learned how to lose as an older man
Sang alot of blues as an older man
But i saw it all through as an older man
Put together my crew as an older man
Felt alot of pain as an older man
I established my name as an older man
People piss on my game as an older man
Ain't nothin' gonna change as an older man
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

Got treated like a clown as a little boy
Kept my feet on the ground as a little boy
When you're living in a dream as a little boy
Ain't nothing like it seems as a little boy
I was hatin' on the world as a little boy
I was lovin' all the girls as a little boy
I was into punk rock as a little boy
I was breakin' non-stop as a little boy
It's time to blow their minds

Got treated like a chump as an older man
Mixin' rock with the funk as an older man
Learned what a girl was as an older man
Now i know how to love as an older man
But i'm still a big kid as an older man
And i'de much rather give as an older man
Still i'm singin' in the rain as an older man
Ain't nothin' gonna change as an older man
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

My life is one big dream
I'm lost in what it means
Don't wake me up 'cause it's almost over
These voices in my mind
Keep telling me it's time
To wake me up 'cause it's almost over

It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
It's time to blow their minds now, baby
I'm on my grind now baby
Ya'll know it's my time now, baby
Come on!

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

My life is one big dream
I'm lost in what it means
Don't wake me up 'cause it's almost over
These voices in my mind
Keep telling me it's time
To wake me up 'cause it's almost over

Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
Who that is? what it say?
What it look like?
What it look like, baby?

Saturday, August 22, 2009


celaka nye family. kau siapa nak pandang aku mcm sampah. ingat kau hebat ke gampang?

sbb ko byk duit n kaya ko nak pandang aku mcm sampah? ingat kau baek sgt sembahyang tuh? setakat sembahyang tp perangai tuh mcm babi kau blah la. kau sedar la sendiri anak ko tuh jauh beza dari aku. asal ko tak pandang hina kat anak kau? gampang anak haram kau!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

dulu dan sekarang

aku bukan metal aku bukan hardcore. haha aku juz seorang manusia yg biasa
cara pemakaian aku ade skit2 hoppers skit haha

lagu yg aku dgr still ade rap tp majoriti lagu hardcore n metalcore.

tapi aku pon tatau ape itu hardcore n metalcore

dulu? aku seorang yg minat hoppers dan rapper

seorang budak yg suka maen beskal bmx.

skarang? seorang pelajar yg tiada masa utk bermain

seorang boyfriend yang cukup sygkan gf dia

seorang org tua yg masih berperangai mcm budak2.

seorang lelaki tua yg pendek hahah

haha alang2 mari dgr lagu ni

Sunday, August 16, 2009

penang to ipoh sampai terlupa

15.8.09 hari ni kitaorang pg penang ramai2 pg gig hahaha

pyka,tieta,chaer n jah ikut skali

wah mmg best pg penang kali ni.. ade awek aku teman. tp tak tido sini.. tp ade emotional skit time ni. haha tp kejap je
siap leh tido2 ag kat gig. haha pegi kul 9. sampai kul 11 camtu la. tp g lepak2 kat penang jap mkn2. selepas lepak2 kat penang tuh dalam kul 2.00 pg2 gig tuh tak start2 ag
penat je awal2. haha tapi an.. sedar2 pada 16.8 aku n awek aku pyka kuar ag. g shoping barang2 yg patut. den kul 11 camtu balek la umah.. den tetiba awek aku call. die ckp die n aku lupa sumting pada 15.8

huhu terlupa rupanya kitaorang dah 3rd month aniversary. dua2 dah tua. haha.. syg happy 3rd month aniversary sorry lupa. kite khusuk sgt g penang.. hehehe i love you so much

tagged dari myra

What brand of shirt are you wearing?
-beli kat kedai je janji leh pakai tp skarang aku tak pakai baju la.. panas ni weh

2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?
1st skali tuh je

3 .How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?

4. How many kids do you want to have?
2 is enough i think

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
i think so

6.Do you wanna change your name?
dlu ade la teringin skarang tamau la.. sedap kot nama edzaham tuh leh jd nama org putih lau disingkatkan

7. What did you do for your last birthday?
tahlew tak ingat.. none of my birthday is memoriable yet. tak sambut bday for 15 years dah pon

8.What time did you wake up today?

9. What were you doing at midnight last night?
driving dari penang ke ipoh

10. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?

11. Last time you saw your dad?
5 minit yg lalu

12. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
i wish i meet her earlier

13. Have you ever talked to Tom?
penah aku bwat repot tapi die tak penah2 reply hahaha

14. last thing you ate?
mkn mee rebus n chicken chop dgn awek aku kongsi2

15. What's your favorite month?
may. she knows why

16. Least favorite month?

17. Are you in a relationship?

18. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
dak2 gatal dgn awek aku haha

19. Most visited webpage?
-Myspace, psphack

20. Last person to make you sad?

21. Would you help your best friend fight if he/ she is losing?
lau my friend tuh btol yes. tp my gf dah tak bg gaduh2.. tak elok tau

22. coke or pepsi?

23. Have you been kissed by anyone in the last week?

24. i tag this to:
-my syg fyka
-adikku eya

Thursday, August 13, 2009

tagged dari syg

tag dari syg

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
haah sgt2 panas ni.

2.Upload foto kegemaran anda.

3. Mengapa anda suka foto ini?
Melepaskan nafsu zapin aku hahah

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
Zan pizza berbulan sudah hahaha

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
rantapan anak anjing-melastik anjing

6.Apa yg anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
update blog

7. Selain dari nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?
Ed,edzaham,syafiq, teddy(awek aku je panggil ni)

8. Tag lagi 6 orang.
sygku fyka
eya adikku
cik bulu
hidun 20 inci(ko tau sape ko hahah)

sape rse na buat..buat jela.

9.Sape no 1 bagi anda?
haaa ni bakal isteri saya :P

10.Orang no 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
dgn bf dieeeeee

11. Katakan sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang no 5.
-_- pungkok hang syue hahahaha

12. No 4.
kawan baek di penang, macam family la i ckp u!

13. Siape orang no 2?
tuh bestie kat ipoh.. hahaha we go way back! frens!

14. Bagi pesanan kepada orangg no 6.
haha jgn kembang2 sgt idung ko tuh.. nanti abis barang yg aku seludup hahaha

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

dah lama aku tak tulis

haha aku demam dah seminggu. mcm org period.. jap btol jap tak btol. jap angen.. haha tak tentu pasal lecturer aku kena marah ritu. adoi2.. hahaha.. sgt2 bz dgn kelas. byk keje. repot pon tak bwat ag. aku tatau nak ckp pe..

Friday, July 24, 2009

kali ni blog aku pelik skit

haha.. ok2.. aku terus terang mmg kali ni pelik skit.. tapi kali ni bab ade kena mengena dgn agama. no offence to all.

ok2.. aku ade tgk satu video ni. pasal islam la skit.. walaupon aku tak kuat agama. org yg tgk cite ni kire anti dgn cite ni cuz bilal tuh pegang anjing. ok2.. camni aku nak cite. anjing tidak salah pegang lau x basah. lgpon sehina2 seseorang tuh penah ke nabi atau tuhan kite berkata layan org itu dgn teruk atau pijak dia. anjing itu dipegang kerana ingin disuruh ke tepi jalan supaya tidak dilanggar lori. sebaliknya kite harus layan semua manusia atau binatang sama rata. nabi dulu dicaci agama lain dihina. tak penah die mengangu seseorang itu. tade mcm manusia sekarang yang ingin menunjuk ilmu. gunakan ilmu itu untuk mengajar. bkn menunjuk. hahaha tah ape aku melalut tah kali ni.. juz aku nak org tau sehina2 seseorang tuh. kite layan je sama rata aite. kite manusia semua penah buat silap. kita semua sembah tuhan yang sama kecuali kite berlainan pegangan. hanya ada satu tuhan dalam dunia ni. jd korang pandai2 la. hahaha. last but not least. this is my sin it will stays as my sin. so lau nak ajar saya jalan yg lurus sila ajar tp bukan paksa. ahakz

Thursday, July 23, 2009

saya tetap manusia dan saya tetap ada hati

haha tajuk kali ni saje je.. tade kena mengena ape2 k.. aku sgt happy dgn awek aku.. haha tp aku juz na gtau korang. aku still manusia biasa. yg ade hati dan perasaan.. haha.. sape yg bajet2 gangster2, hardcore ke pe ke.. tipu la korang tade hati perasaan.. haha.. ni haaa.. aku suka gile 2 benda ni.. tatau nape

ni adalah white tiger gile best owh.. nak bebear camni.. hahaha.

ape nak bear white tiger pon salah ke.. haha aku bukan gay, aku bukan lembut. juz aku childish hahahhaa

ni lak white fox

tp terus terang ah white tiger tetap menang!!! aku suka.. hahahaha

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

haa ni spesel utk haters aku dan bdak2 hawt

No one hears what – what you say
No one is there – there for you
But I’ve got music and I’ve got friends
Both always on my side
Conviction instilled in me
This is what keeps me alive

You don’t know me
Don’t know any of us
Don’t know what this means
Keep your mouth shut

Try and try – to tear me down
Run and run – run your mouth
But it’s you who’s lost
In social ills, lusts and greeds
This is for the outcasts that never fit
This is all that we need

I don’t care what you think of me
I don’t hear what you say
You never had it, you never will
Keep your mouth shut and worry about yourself

Keep your mouth shut

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

ayat ini penuh makna pahami sendiri

haha dah lama aku tak menulis bloggy ni.. bz la katakan... blog gigeg pon dah tak aktif lama.. sorry weh.. bz skit.. harap maaf.. aku juz sorang.. bkn bwat keje berkumpulan.. hahaha tajuk kali ni ayat penuh makna.. dari sape lagi lau bukan awek aku tol tak?? hehehe

Fyka Junzariel: syg na ckp ni kt tedy before syg off
KameraKueD: ckp lew
Fyka Junzariel: i always hope evrythg will be aite between me n n downs is a common thing n like i said it depends on how u want da rlntionshp 2 end up
Fyka Junzariel: penuh mkna ni
Fyka Junzariel: tedy i always hope evrythg will be aite between me n n downs is a common thing n like i said it depends on how u want da rlntionshp 2 end up
Fyka Junzariel: junzarielfyka:tedy i always hope evrythg will be aite between me n n downs is a common thing n like i said it depends on how u want da rlntionshp 2 end up
Fyka Junzariel: pembetulan ayt

ni adalah ym kami pada 7.7.09 11.50pm camtu

hehe ayat tedy i always hope evrythg will be aite between me n n downs is a common thing n like i said it depends on how u want da rlntionshp 2 end up

ok2.. lau korang tak paham ayat ni pandai2 la.. bg certain org maybe len maksud die.. tp bg aku amat bermakna. sbb kitaorang pon still manusia still ade up and down. tp kami still sgt happy. jgn wisau kami bkn nak akhirkan relation.. juz ayat tuh cara yg bakal kami teruskan relation kami camne.. hahaha paham2 la sendiri aite!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

to sum1 i love

syg.. i love you so much.. i do anything for you.. im not perfect. but i love you so much. i'll do anything for you. juz to see ur smile. im happy to see ur happy.. im sad to see ur sad. i dun wan u to be sad. i juz wanted to say. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! i miss you

*ps- utk nurul afiqah!!!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

22.6.09 sambut 1st month kami

yeah2..actually aniversary kami pada 15 haribulan.. tp disebabkan hal2 tertentu kami tak dpt berjumpa(bkn gaduh k).. kami sgt happy! haha.. tp kali ni tade la sambut hebat pon. saya amik pka kat petronas.. sorry lambat syg ade hal kat court tuh(bkn saya yg naek court). bawak dia jalan2 parade jap den belikan kek utk die. den kami pon pergilah makan di kopitiam ampang.. woah2.. haha.. dah kenyang2 dan buncit2 tuh saya bawak lak die ke gua kek look tong.. korang tatau ke?? pandai2 cari map.. hahaha

yeah2 saya dpt dua adiah.. tp teddy tak belikan pe2 pon utk syg.. sorry syg.. saya dpt keychain dari bkt merah dan paling saya suka ialah teddy bear.. hahaha cam pompuan lak aku ni.. jgn la jeles.. hahhaa ni haa bear yg saya dpt saya pasang kat hanpon.. hahaha.. ni lah contoh2 modelnye.. dan yg kabur2 tuh tuh lew pemberinya(awek aku lew tuh)

haa antara byk2 gambar die amik dan saya amik.. saya suka yg ini!! hahahaha.. i miss you syg! i love you so much!!!!!

owh2.. lepas tuh an.. saya bawak die balik umah jumpa family.. hahaha den saya makan ag kat umah.. time tuh hujan owh.. makan lontong. saya ajak la syg saya ni makan tapi first2 die tamau... saya potong la skit lontong tuh saya suh die mkn.. haa nak lagi tuh.. tau pon.. tuh lew syg.. org suh mkn.. haha... sedap an.. hehehe.. den saya pon hantar la die balik.. really miss this momment.. sob

u know why syg i miss this moment.. juz like u.. i miss the hugs n kisses.. ilysm!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

tagged by eman2bpanda!

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and pick out 13 of your favourite questions.Then tag 10 ppl to do it!

1. Have you ever been in fyka's house?
in tak penah dpn umah penah

2. Do you think syue is a virgin?
i dunno it's her life not mine.

3. What would you do if khalis and syue were going out?
mmg aku gelak kaw2 sorang2 hahahahahahaha

4. Would you marry shera?
adik aku kot.. cheit.. i would marry fyka!

5. kawan2 lain and tade kawan are forced to roleplay out a verbal couple fight. Who gets to play the wife?
bengong dah kawan2 lain n tade kawan pe jd.. tade kawan la pe lagi

6. Would you marry amal?
dang she's my bestie lew.. fyka is the one who i like to marry

7. What is eya adikku's favorite TV show or movie?
tahlew.. ko suka tgk cite romantik ek eya hahaha dgn ko nye bf hehehe tol tak

8. What is one thing shasha anakku isn't exactly made for?
i dunno. she's isnt made for tahlew hahahahah

9. How would tade kawan insult eya adikku?
....... tade kawan means nothing so juz .........

10. Name something you have in common with siapa kawan?
have less friends hahahaha

tageed ppl


Thursday, June 18, 2009

cancel -_-

tak jd kuar sabtu ni dgn my girl. wuuuu

lepak la dgn kawan2 laki..
si die ade hal yg dgn family.
wuuu i miss so damn much
i need her by my side.
i miss her like crazy!
i want to hug her.
kiss her
hug her again n again!
syg i miss you!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

friends or foe?

tahi kau! bila perlu je nak cari aku? g mampoih!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

wah2.. heee cinta dibalas dgn cinta

wah2.. hehehe awek aku bwat ni utk aku.. sungguh happy hidup ku.. owh2.. cium cium hehehe syg i love you so much!!!! heeee ni haa gambar die bwat utk aku.. owh2.. lupa nak gtau aku dah potong rambut.. hoho.. pendek.. nampak cam dak2 hahahaha.. japg aku rajin aku upload pic baru aku

Thursday, June 11, 2009

tag dari adikku eya

1.Anda rasa anda hot?
saya sgt biasa hahaha

2.Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
sbb die bwat spesel utk saya hehe

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
3 bulan suda.. zan pizza sbb amal kalah betting dgn saya

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
metal vs dugem(lagu indon kire metal vs clubber)

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?
Dgr lagu

7. Selain dari nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan aper?

8. Tag lagi 6 orang dengan hati terbuka tanpa rasa kekesalan.Sila lakukan kalau tak nak kena denda mandatori.

1. fykaku syg
2. amal
3. adik oi eya
4. syue
5. shera
6. khalis(aku tau ko takkan bwat hahaha)

9. Saper no. 1- kepada anda?.
ni adalah awek saya, tunang saya. heee muaxxx syg

10. Orang no 3 - ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
dgn si fadli bf die tuh hahaha.. dgn saya sbg abg dan adik hahaha

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang no. 5 ?
takde ape hendak dikata

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4 ?
kawan awek ku hehehe

13. Siapakah orang no. 2 ?
pangkat adik gak. haha die slalu banje aku hahaha

14. Bagi pesanan anda pada orang no. 6?
bile balik malaysia kasi call lew

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

wah2.. im so gratefull to her thx syg hee

i love her so much.. this is the photo she takes today n send it to me. sign name tuh.. jgn jeles.. wekkkk

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

1.06,09 priceless!

hari ni kitaorang date.. apek sayur n amoi cantik hehehe
sgt2 happy. eventhough ade masalah skit time tuh.. krisis umah tangga.. hehe.. tp malam tuh kitaorang dah happy blek.. terus terang senang.. heee i love you syg

cincin=RM50 both
gelang=my girl yg beli
keychain nama=RM28
our love=PRICELESS!!!!

hehehe juz saying this cuz i love you syg! i love you so much
this is a few picture of us time dating
she's so cute i love her

both of us

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

jum bwat benda pelik ni

E: has beautiful eyes( betul ke. mata aku coklat.. haha tp rabun)
D: smart (tak le pandai mane pon)
Z: makes dating fun ( tahlew tuh kena tanya cik pka.. syg fun ke date dgn teddy)
A:loves to laugh (ni sgt btol.. cam org gile pon ade)
H: gives good hugs (haa ni pon kena tanya cik pka.. syg. teddy hug best ke)
A:loves to laugh (ni kan dah gtau tadi)
M: easy to fall in love with (tahlew.. jgn easy to let go dah.. ta sanggup)

S: likes someone (yes.. her she know who she is)
Y: nice butt! (tade ponggong pon korang kate nice)
A:loves to laugh (ni lagi haihs)
F: wild and crazy (sgt la btol)
I: very hot (haha sgt panas ni.. kipas je.. tak ckp weh.. banje la aircond)
Q: has a smile to die for (gigi aku pon jongang tu korang nak mati tgk haha)
bangge la dgn ape yg ade.. jgn malu2 hahaha

A:loves to laugh
B:crazy at times
C: cute
D: amart
E: has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: sexy
H: gives good hugs
I: very hot
J: likes someone
K: is very athletic
L: very good kisser
M: easy to fall in love with
N: very trustworthy
O: has the best personality ever.
P: popular with all types of people
Q: has a smile to die for
R: will make a good boyfriend or girlfriend
S: likes someone
T: very opened minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very sexy
X: never lets people tell you what to do
Y: nice butt!
Z: makes dating fun

sape yg aku nak suh bwat.
sygku fyka
adiku eya
adiku shera
amal kawan busuk ku

Sunday, May 31, 2009

haha adikku eya tsuh bwat

What does the 3rd text in your inbox say and who is it from?
fyka syg my girl- ye

Have you kissed someone who's name started with B?
tade kot

What were you doing last night at midnight?
ym dgn my girl

Do you drink bottled water?

When's your birthday?

Whose birthday is coming up?
tahlew taktau

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
errrr tade la

What is something you need to go shopping for?
i need more jeans n shirts

When was the last time you smiled?
now while webcam with my girl

What woke you up this morning?
my girl text

What's bothering you right now?
nothing juz happy wif life heeee

What's the last thing you purchased?
a present for her hehe

What were you doing at 4am?

Are you hot or cold right now?

What time did you wake up this morning?
11.30am i think

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
haha tak hate.. tp tergoda nak isap gak

Are you a morning person or a night?

How much do you weight?
dah 60 i think.. bdn dah nek owh

What were you doing at 10am?
tido ag

Who was the first girl you talked to this morning?
my girl dalam tepon tadi

Your view on weed?
weed.. teringat kat lagu weed hahaha ganja2

What are you doing right now?
dgr lagu, bwat tag pelik ni, ym wif my girl

What song are you listening to now?
bow wow - let me hold you

Last person you were in the car with?
dut n bulat

What did you do today?
g kuar g parade g beli sumting for her., a few photoshoot, eat

Do you have any scars?

Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
erkkk sungai leh mancing hehe

Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
slalu la gak haha

Are you wearing any jewelry?
jewelry tade.. tp rantai ade haha rantai stainless steel n gelang awek aku bg

What are you reading?

Are you a fast typer?
maybe tp sumtimes mamai tertype len

Do you believe in true love?

Are you proud of the person you've become?
yes.. proud with what u got n what u are

How good is your eyesight?
not so good.. rabun!! pakai contact ni

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i can last forever!

How many people do you know with your name?
my full name tade.. edzaham syafiq.. haaa panjang kot tuh tak masuk bin
lau edzaham ade la 2 org.. lau syafiq ade 2 org gak.. tp lau ed ade byk gak. tp nama diorang takde kene ngena dgn nama diorang yg btol.. fakers tol

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

Do you think a lot before you fall asleep?
yes susah tido kot

Has it snowed recently?
raining ade lew

What are your plans for the next few hours?

What have you done in the past few hours?
g parade! tadi kan dah gtau

What was your dream when you were six years old?
dunno.. i dun have a dream.. i juz want to be what i can become

Whats something that has made you sad recently?
tahlew nothing i think right now cuz im so happy

Anyone you only talk to while drunk?
ahakz. dah tak mabuk dah.. so semua leh sembang je

If you could go anywhere right now where would you go?
my girl house! jumpa die.. windu sgt2

What's the last thing somebody told you to do?
tahlew.. tade kot

Have any of your male friends met your mum?
ade.. mase kecik dlu haha

What are you wearing?
suar jeans je.. baju tade haha jgn la dok intai2

Last hotel you stayed in and why?
errr hotel kat penang kot.. sbb ade gig kat sana. while lepak sana pe kata kite g holiday laa haha

When have you been the saddest in all your life?
bertumbuk dgn abah hahaha

Is there anybody for you to blame that sadness on?

Do you have friends who live more than an hours drive away?
ade2.. hehe

In november, what was your love life like?
tahlew. .tak ingat.. tuh old story

Do you think that anyone likes you?
i know she does

And the next are ;
fykaku syg

wah sgt happy.. heee awek aku bg ni

Fyka Junzariel: yuna..dn sebenarnye ak menghrapkn d sblik syuman mu itu..kau juga..merindui ak
Fyka Junzariel: pabila kau renung mata..ku rebah jtuh ke bumi..di saat kau benar2 mau pergi..seperti bernafas dlm air

hee thx syg.. i love you.. sgt happy.. ngee

ni ag satu wah.. i love you syg

he's not a very perfectionist photographer;
but i always want him to be my photographer;
cz he is the honest and the true photogrpher i ever meet ;DDthat see me not only at the lense sight..but through my heart sight too..
he takes every click of my picture with love
and make me smile in front of the camera with love too

Saturday, May 30, 2009

hari ini suwa suwey kamoning

haha.. rini first2 hanpon bwat hal.. adoi nak repair 200.. den aku nampak la enset murah.. 160.. aku g beli.. haha. kuar duit ag.. adoi2.. haha pening pale aku bile pikir camni.. camne la nak suap anak bini makan nanti.. wuuu

Friday, May 29, 2009

baru nak bwat tag ni.. for old sakes haha

Sleep with or without clothes on?
tak pakai baju tp pakai suar kang syg.. hee awek aku tau korang tatau wekkk

Prefer black or blue pens?
black lew.. haha

Dress up on Halloween?
dress up jd myself hahaha

Like to travel?
bile dgn awek or kawan2 best la.. lau dgn family sux a weh

Like Someone?
ade2.. awekku fyka heee

Do they know?

Who sleeps with you every night?
my bantal busuk

Think you're attractive?
wuuuu takde attractive pon hahaha

Want to get married?

my girl

Are you a good student?
nope.. pemalas kot

Are you currently happy?

Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on?
used to cheat not nymroe. been cheated thats y i cheated haha..

hospital besaq ipoh

Christmas or Halloween?
raya la beb... rendang itu penting! haha lagi2 ade lemang n lontong! perggghh meleleh air liurku

Colored or black-and-white photo?
edited haha

Do long distance relationships work?
tah tatau

Do you believe in astrology?
ape tuh.. karut je

Do you believe in love at first sight?
first sight? wah. maybe heee

Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
yep.. haha neraka jahanam is more party!

Do you drink?
used to tp dah quit

Do you make fun of people?
alot.. dont take it seriously dude.. haha

Do you think dreams eventually come true?
haa tatau lew.. aku mimpi nak jd kaya.. tp tak kaya2 ag pon

Favorite fictional character?
adakah benda dalam kepala aku diterima?? hahaa

Go to the movies or rent?
download n movie la beb.. rent watpe hahaa

Have you ever moved?
yep. tp still dalam ipoh gak

Have you ever stolen anything?
ade2.. haha

How's the weather right now?
pagi ni bwat aku nantok

Last time you cut your hair?
blan 1 ritu kot b4 masuk tempat praktikal ni

Last person you talked to on the phone?
i takde cdit nak call.. org pon tak call nak wat camne.. hahah..

Last time you showered?
pagi2 lagi dah kena mandi nak g praktikal. nak abis dah weh

Loud or soft music?

Mcdonalds or Burger King?
dua2 aku makan

Night or day?
night lepak day tido!

Number of pillows?
1 je.. haha lau tido dgn awek tak pakai bantal sbb bwat die jd bantal hee

Piano or guitar?
keyboard pc ni lagi best leh bwat mcm2 haha.. software2 disediakan

Future job?
keje yg tak bwat keje yg sama ari2.. fedup owh ari2 bwat keje yg sama.. dahla balik lambat haha

Current job?
student/son/boyf ni keje aku haha

Current love?

Current longing?

Current disappointment?
dgn bitches yg bajet2 hawt tuh.. get lost la weh hahaha semak2

Current annoyance?
si penyibok n bitch tuh. mau gaduh ka?? mari la

Last thing you ate?
nasi lemak lew layan pagi2 ni

Last thing you bought?
topup hahaha

Most recent thing you are looking forward to?
dating!!! n g gig

What are you hearing right now?
eminem lagu utk 2009.. layan la plak.. download2 weh. cetak rompak ni jgn jd cam aku tau

Plans for the weekend?
g berak kat toilet jj. den g kencing kat toilet parade.. jum join.. nak mark teritory ni haha

What did you do today?
bgn pagi mandi den siap2 g praktikal. n bwat pc

Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?
i will bring you hell nye lyric. band member aku ni melastik anjing ni haa lirik die
"grow up bitch now tell me watcha wanted?
before i end this stunt n makes ya beg for it!
grow up bitch now tell me watcha wanted?
im in d mood of bringing so much hatred!!!" haha u know who u are.
ni lagi satu
"aint here to preach,
im here to teach,
(a) fucked-up loser like you!
(dont deserve to taste heaven!!! )

im heart broken,
juz try to loosen it,

Pick a movie quote?
yipikaye(die hard kot)

People that i want to tag/DERA:
no one. this is juz for old sake

my life?

haha lupa nak introduce diri aku sendiri.. dahla blog pasal diri aku kan.. haha
nama aku sebenarnye edzaham.. aku potong "zaham" tuh jadi la "ed"

ok2.. aku ni duk ipoh.tahun lahir 1989.. dah 20 tahun aku idup. hahaha. tak penah lg keluar negara. stakat kat malaysia je.. tuh pon tak abis jelajah ag.. biasa la org tak senang cam korang.. hahaha.

blajar kat kolej komuniti sungai siput je.. amik course computering tp minat tangkap gambar( tak reti ckp photography ni) hahaha. owh lupa lak.. saya dah berawek yg namanya fyka(nama sebenar tp bkn nama penuh). umur die 20 gak.. duk kat ipoh gak awek aku ni.. tp blajar dkt politeknik ungku omar.. tade jauh pon.. hobi aku lak ialah dgr lagu, edit gambar, men game(tp dah kurang skarang), on9. hobi peberet aku ialah makan dan tido!! hahaha

aku tak reti men gitar. dan tamau belajar.. bwat penin pale aku je nak hafal cord. owh2 lupa nak gtau.. saya seorang perokok (bukan nak bangge tp nanti korang yg perokok tuh gak lau lepak dgn aku jgnla segan silu sua kat aku tau) hahaha

aku ni sorang yg happy go lucky gak la.. tgk la bpe byk aku gelak dalam blog kali ni.. korang kire.. tak ke byk.
aku gayat nek motor. wuuu

aku adalah owner kepada dan buhsanart
kitaorang bukan comunity.. juz nak tunjuk bakat yg ade je.. tade comunity2 ni.. karut je

suka2 minum air coke, pepsi, ice lemon tea.. hahaha
suka makan kfc la beb hahaha

bdn dah nek buncit ni.. adoi2..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

i love you syg!

i made this jus for you syg. i love you so fucking damn much
teddy tido kul 3 sbb bwat benda ni. heeee

click utk bg besaq

lol wtf mcd man

oi gatal sgt ke. awek org pon nak ngorat. kang aku bom mcd tuh baru ko tau. gatal sgt nak ngorat awek org.. pompuan len byk beb.. ade ke patut awek aku g apply keje. den die g msg awek aku lpas tuh nak kenal.. wtf man. dah die kata taknak takkan ta paham kot?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

gangster paradise?

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realize there's nuttin left
Cause I've been blastin and laughin so long that
Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how you talkin, and where you walkin
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip, but I gotta loc
As they croak I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool
I'm the kinda G the little homies wanna be like
On my knees in the night
Sayin prayers in the street light

We've been spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
We've been spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
We keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
We keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise

[Verse 2]
Look at the situation, they got me facin'
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the street
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watchin got me chasin' dreams
I'm a educated fool with money on my mind
Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loc'ed out gangsta, set-trippin banger
And my homies is down, so don't arouse my anger, fool
Death ain't nuthin but a heart beat away
I'm livin life do-or-die, what can I say?
I'm twenty-three now, but will I live to see twenty-fo'?
The way things is goin I dunno

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me


[Verse 3]
We keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's runnin, but half of them ain't lookin
It's goin on in the kitchen, but I dont know what's cookin
They say I got ta learn, but nobody's here to teach me
If they cant understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they cain't - I guess they won't
I guess they front; that's why I know my life is outta luck, fool


Tell me why are we - so blind to see
That the ones we hurt - are you and me
Tell me why are we - so blind to see
That the ones we hurt - are you and me
Tell me why are we - so blind to see
That the ones we hurt - are you and me
Tell me why are we - so blind to see
That the ones we hurt - are you and me