Friday, June 25, 2010

hari ini. sabtu

aku ade job kat hillcity. n i want to tell you something
i maybe mean. i may be cruel. i may be evil.
you may say you don't know me anymore. i'll tell you the truth. there is no love by first sight
i lied i fall in love with you. you did the same right?
the first time we met. you arent in love with me right?
to you im just another guy who just want to mess with ur heart kan?
well i cant lie. i used to love z. the time i break up with her. yes i do love z at that time.
same goes for you. you don't love me at that time. i break up with her cuz i cant stand being hurt.
yes i do like you when we first met. i like you. but time changes everything. from liking you i love you day by day. i take care you day by day. this is how i take care of you. im mean. i am being mean for a reason. to take care of you carefully. to take care of you with all my might. yes i dont let you do alot of things. this is for your own safety. yes i penah suruh u go time by time. that's me. i wanna see how much do you love me. yet i still cant believe that you would stay. i envy you. i hate you. i love you. i miss you.

i have a dark heart. i need some1 to clean it. and you know who can

Friday, June 18, 2010

dedicated for you

sebijik nazrin tak?? tapi die ni darjah 2

tag oleh picco mowwa

1. Apakah nama blog anda dan kenapa anda memilih nama tersebut?
my life sbb ia mengisahkan hidup aku sendiri

2. Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimanakah anda boleh timbuk idea menamakannya seperti itu? kamerakued tuh nama aku guna dah 3 tahun. haha tu pakai tuh

3. Apakah method dalam blog anda?
cerita2 biasa dan kadang2 lirik yg mendalam

4. Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? Sebabnya?
tak ag. tahlew

5. Pernah tak ahli keluarga anda membaca blog anda dan apa kata mereka?
tak kot.

6. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang lain mengatakan bahawa anda punya blog ni buruk sedangkan masih ada yang mengatakan blog anda cantik. 
aku malas nak betulkan blog aku wahahha lantak la org nak ckp pe.

7. Bilakah anda mempunyai blog?
akhir tahun 2008

8. Siapakah orang pertama yang mengetahui blog anda?

9. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang mengatakan tentang blog anda di sekolah / universiti / tempat kerja?
tade sape amik tau haha

10. Sila tag 7 orang rakan blogger anda.
2.mimie kokaine(kaka perut buncit)
3.myra idung besar

yg len
pandai2 korang la sape nak bwat. haha

mut2 aku membalas ni

haha aku tak kisah tak contact sgt. haha tp rajin2 kan la dirimu contact aku mut2 haha

1- What is my nickname to you? mut2/semut
2- Describe three things about me. a) ko lawak. b) ko suka gelak c) ko suka bwat lawak bodoh n babi haha
3- Am I a good buddy for you? State the reason. yes sbb ko slalu gelak walaupon lawak aku tak lawak
4- What is the best moment that we share together? ko call aku time bday abg ko sbb ade free call sampai dua hari ko call hahaha
5- When you look or hear at something, you will remember me suddenly. What is that? - semut/fawore. lau aku dgr je bunyi tuh. sure aku ingat ko.. owh lagi satu babi hahaha sbb ko minat sgt kat babi kan mut2 hahha

Monday, June 14, 2010

software lama yg aku baru pakai

punya la lama aku cari benda ni. akhirnya dpt gak kat aku adobe light room ni.. hahaha.

nak tayang skit hahaha
na tayang skit interface die. noob baru pakai

lepas dah pakai ini la keluaran gambar die. hahaha

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

fuck it

Ha ha ha...fuck all y'all...fuck all y'all...I don't need nobody
Fuck 'em...Fuck all y'all

Money gone fuck friends
I need a homie that know me
I got problems ain't nobody calling back
now what the fuck is happenin' with my ballin' cats
Remember me I'm ya homie that was down to brawl
Sippin' Hennessy hanging with the clowns and
all we used to do is drink brew, screw and common knew
we had bitches by the dozens oh we fuckin' cousins
You can throw ya middle finger if ya feel me loc
Look around and all I see is snakes and faces
like scavengers waitin' to take a hustler's pape's
and when you stuck where the fuck is all ya friends
They straight busted and can't be trusted fuck y'all

Ain't no love reminiscing on how close we was
way back in the day before they put the crack in the way
and heeyyy how much money can you stack in a day
It's gettin' rough collect calls from my niggas in court
I recollect we used to ball now just living's enough
I stand tall in the winter summer spring or fall

Fuck the law give a shit I'm even worse than before

Bring it on
You say a lot of things
A lot of things you never do
Who'd want too be like you
And I really don't give a shit about the world
That job's for you
I just sit back and do the things that I want to

What you started ends with me

Get in line because I'm bringing it out
Get up tight because I'm bringing it outs
Step outside and we can bring it on out

You do a lot of things
A lot of things you shouldn't do
It may catch up with you
And I really don't give a shit about the world
That cry's for you
I just sit back and do the things that I want to

What you started ends with me

There is the motherfucker look at me
He has got a big car and money
He is sure that he can be anything
He want everyone and everything

There is the gurk off look at him
Sitting the whole day in the fucked up office
His name is Boss he wanna fuck me up
I have a message to them

Fuck you all

There is the motherfucker look at me
He thinks that he is so important
But he is a loser, he is just a slave
And he wanna tell me how I have to live

There is the gurk off look at him
He wanna stand above everyone
I've got a message to them

Fuck you all

I'm fed up with them I don't want more
I'm fed up with them, fuck you all
Fuck the society, fuck the system
I destroy them all
I destroy them

Poser motherfuckers, fake wannabes
I can't stand anymore all this shit
They piss me off, they make me mad
I've got a message to them

Fuck you all

Fuck. Fuck this shit.
Fuck givin it to me.

If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Say fuck the world! (Fuck the world!)
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!)

Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us
Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus
Fuck Darius
Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east
Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least
Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers
Kings and Queens and gold jewelers
Fuck wine coolers
Fuck chickens, fuck ducks
Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks
Fuck critics, fuck your review
Even if you like me, fuck you
Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma
Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama
Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump
You probably like it in the rump
Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes
Fuck all fifty two states! Oooo, and fuck you
Fuck Oprah, fuck opera, fuck a soap opera
Fuck a pop locker and a cock blocker
Fuck your girlfriend, I probably did her already
Fuck Kyle and his brother Tom Petty, Jump Steady
My homie, fuck him, what are you gonna do?
(Fuck that bitch, fuck you!) Yeah well fuck you too
Don't bother tryin to analyze these rhymes
In this song I say fuck ninety three times
Fuck the president, fuck your welfare
Fuck your government and fuck Fred Bear
Fuck Nugent, like anybody gives a fuck
You like to hunt a lot, so fuckin what?!
Fuck disco, Count of Monte Crisco
Fuck Cisco, and Jack and Jerry Brisco
And fuck everyone who went down with the Titanic, in a panic
I'm like fuck you, AHHHHH!!!!
Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick
You both make me sick, suck my dick
Fuck the Berlin Wall, both sides of it
And fuck Lyle Lovett, whoever the fuck that is
Fuck everybody in the hemisphere
Fuck them across the world, and fuck them right here
You know the guy that operates the Rouge River draw bridge in Delray on
Jefferson? FUCK HIM!
Fuck your idea, fuck your gonnoreha
Fuck your diarrhea, Rocky Maivia
Fuck your wife, your homie did, he's fuckin you
Fuck the police and the 5-0 too
Fuck Spin, Rolling Stone, and fuck Vibe
Fuck everybody inside
Whoever's on the cover, fuck his mother
Fuck your little brother's homie from around the way

My disposition is in a position for all to see.
Regretless for how it feels.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Because the cause for all, the pause you think you see
is really concentration on the steel.
See everybody watching and passing judgment
on every little move and decision I make.
How can I be an individual with the weight of the world
with 8 other planets to take?
and with everything happening
gunshots clapping and people all
running in every direction
with their hands up praying for the drama to end,
I got my hand out looking for some money to spend.
The price tags on the things I need are getting bigger by the day
The way I work so hard for things they just take away from me.
I'm working harder than a hundred black mules down in Mexico.
No water, no clouds, no cover,
from the hotter than Hell no dinner bell,
empty oven again from another bad opinion.
I mean who doesn't want the cars,
money, fame, attention, bars, honeys,
games, attention, stars?
Funny how we say we don't need it
then turn around and try to achieve it.
Everything that they say about me.
And everything that they make me need,
are nothing when they're taking everything away from me.
Everyone trying to make it harder
and everyone saying I would never be.
You're nothing but a name on the bullet that I aim...

Don't tell me now with a smile on your face
That you're lost...down and out
When there was nothing left in me
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you fake (you fake)
Save face
Say it to my face
Can I take all the filth in your head
All the words that you said (that you said)
And throw it away (throw it out)
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you take away
That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore
Limp fuck stick...let's settle the score
Run and hide you know I'll find you anywhere
Motherfucker...two faced prick with hell to pay
What's real is's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter, swing batter-batter, swing...
What's real is's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter...fucked me for the last time!
Just take a swing...
C' should've taken that swing...
Just take your swing...
Swing...just take your swing...fuck you!
Just take your swing...
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head

Friday, June 04, 2010

hey saya ed. awak pula?

hey2 saya kembali. haha.. sudah lama tidak aktif dan tidak beraksi di gelagang blogger ni. anda semua sihat? ye kawan2/adik2 dan syg. saya rindu anda semua. haha.. disini terdapat byk cerita hendak diceritakan tp terlalu panjang jika deceritakan harini. haha so bakal saya pendekkan sependek alam.

haa saya sudah memulakan kerja photography saya di fotomitsu. freelancer photographer je. ade job dpt la.. tade job nganga. dan saya juga ingin memberitahu bahawa saya telah pergi ke merata tempat bersama si dia dan kawan2. ini adalah gambar2 kami di merata2 tempat. hahaa ini adalah gambar2nya


ini adalah di ladang teh cameron. weh rindu korang

muka bajet kaki pukul je aku ni haha

bersama si dia die ladang teh boh

ni gambar feveret awak kat sini kan?

ini adalah akibat terlebih menghidu gas metanol yang dikeluarkan oleh JB

selepas penat2 melepak kami bergambar bersama2

ini adalah di youth festival(gambar ini merupakan org yg terkenal dgn perangai gilanya)

kami semua masih muda!!!

jb jom la pg sana! aku nak g sana!!!

dikala nak makan free kat umah org kawen.. beginilah caranya