Saturday, July 24, 2010

rip my eyes

My mask of sanity is slipping away
and I don't know if I can last much longer. help me
Human faces grow so twisted and farther away,
thought I could take it but the hate grows stronger. help me
Oh God help me 'cause I don't want to see
another image of that beast humanity. save me
Oh God save me, this hatred is killing me.
No one can save me 'cause I once was blind but now I see the way...

One day I'm gonna rip my eyes out of my head
And never gaze upon your twisted world again.
I'm gonna tear out my eyes
And maybe find some peace of mind inside.

My mask of sanity has broken away and I don't want to last much longer.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

what have i become?

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

So many times i've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
I can't escape this hell


Fuck everyone of you,
Motherfuckin' rats,
You got so much hate,
And I guessin' is cause of the fact,
Everytime were taking one step forward,
You take two steps back.

I do this shit for myself,
This is where I wanna be,
This is home,
Cause I know everyone here treats friends like family,
Go fuck yourself you ain't no one to us,
Go fuck yourself you ain't one we can trust,
And when you got no one we'll give a fuck,
Ashes to ashes dust to dust.

Fuck everyone of you,
Motherfuckin' snakes,
You got so much hate,
To face no good fakes,
It ain't on us that your life sucks,
And your a fuckin disgrace.

I do this shit for myself,
This is where I wanna be,
This is home,
Cause I know everyone here treats friends like family,
Go fuck yourself you ain't no one to us,
Go fuck yourself you ain't one we can trust,
And when you got no one we'll give a fuck,
Ashes to ashes dust to dust.

Your nobody,
We don't need you,
You were never shit,
Your mother should've swallowed you [x2]

Saturday, July 03, 2010

some kind of hate

There's no way out.

I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate and I hate the whole human race.

I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate and I hate the mother fucking human race.

So let's go...

Y'know I got some bad ideas burning deep in my black heart.
Well, evil is as evil's gonna do now
Y'know I try to do my part. .. HA HA!
And I'm a time bomb tickin'... BOOM!
I been tickin' to the sounds of the rock and roll... OH NO!
I think I'm gonna explode... OH NO!
I THINK I'M GONNA EXPLODE!

You call me anti-social, well you're fucking right!
'Cause I hate this goddamned world and everything in sight
and every one in sight.
You call me anti-social, well you're fucking right!
'Cause I hate this mother fucking world and every mother fucker in sight!

I got some kind of hate for the human race.
I never found a place in the human race...
Maybe it's too late for the human race.
I never found a place in the human race...

Sometimes I wish I could just turn my back and run.
Just turn my back and run away.
Sometimes I feel like I just gotta gotta get a gun
and reach the top of the world my own way...