Thursday, December 30, 2010

no escape

We're gonna make an example of you
Way worse than before
You should have kept your big mouth shut
We were ready to forget and ignore you
You've crossed the line again
Wishing death upon me and mine
Where I'm from we take that as a threat
On you'll soon regret
Run, hide
You can't escape what's coming
Run, hide
You can't escape what's inevitable
You were never hard, you just played the part
I'll break your spirit take your heart
The bully who can't play in his own backyard
That's you
Fuck you
I'll take that mask that you hide behind
Crush your soul, take your pride
Maybe you'll learn respect after we break you,
Crush you down to the ground
You've should have followed your own advice
I will hang you by your boots now
You wanna talk about the "old school"
You're cut off, you lost your privileges
Run, hide
NYC I'll make you say you love it
Run, hide
You can't escape what's coming for you
(Hoya)
You were never hard, you just played the part
I'll break your spirit take your heart
The bully who can't play in his own backyard
That's you
Fuck you
Break you
Crush you
Break your spirit
Take your heart
Break you
Crush you down

Thursday, December 23, 2010

everywhere i go


Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Wake up
Grab beer
Grab rear
Shave beard
Put on some scene gear
Gotta get drunk before my mom wakes up
Break up with my girlfriend so I can bang sluts
I'm undead
Unfed
Been sleepin on, bunk beds
Since 10
So if I don't booze it
I'm gonna lose it
Everybody get to it
Do it
Get ruined

Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

When I start drinking
My dick does all my thinking
Hoes want to be scene with me
And I like their big fake titties
D cups with extra filling
Take it out let me lick it quickly
Calm down it's just a hickie
I'll blame it on this whisky
Sipping gets me tipsy
Drink fast and enjoy your buzz
Take back streets to avoid the fuzz
I wanna take you home but your friends wont let ya
I gotta 40 in my Ford Fiesta
Buy beer, or pay the rent
My signing bonus was quickly spent
So I beat my meat like ima fuckin butcher
And I punk the pussy like I'm Ashton Kutcher

Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

Lets get this party jumpin
Lets see some 40 chuggin
I wanna see your booty rubbin against my dick when I start buzzin
Cmon girls, I wanna see you drinkin
I wanna see your brain start shakin
Make a move I saw you winkin
Drunkin pussys what I'm thinkin
I don't give a fuck if you're drunk or not
Turn it up loud and feel the ambience
Grab 2 hoes and do some body shots
I wanna party all night till they call the cops
[?] unless I'm doing keg stands
I'm like chic you got the chong hitting up this beer bong
When the cops show up they're gonna get the finger
And I don't give a fuck cuz I'm the designated drinker!

Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Monday, December 20, 2010

top ten

bosan2 ni best buat top ten list how i wish i die

10. die in an old age
9.die getting shot
8.die mcm dalam cite movie tuh sempat isap rokok dlu :P
7.die getting mugged
6.die of heart disease
5.die by being kill by someone
4.die of falling from high place
3.die getting hit by a car
2.die in a train wreck
and my number 1 list i wish i die is die in an car accident while im driving

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Home Sweet Home



I guess I'm a dreamer
my heart is of gold
I had to run away high
So I wouldn't come home low
Just when things went right
I mean they were always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long & winding road

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home

I guess that I've seen (seem)
To many romantic dreams (To Make romantic dreams)
Up in lights, fallin' off
The silver screen

My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing keeps me together
At the seams

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home

It's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Just tryina to make ends meet
You're a slave to the money then you die

Theres no change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

GIRL



MENINA EU VO TE MATAR (Girl I'm gonna kill you)
MENINA EU NAO VO PARAR (Girl I'll never stop)
Eu nao posso esperarn (I can't wait to see you)
Voce dancar na minha cama (Dancing on my bed)
Eu morde sua boca (I'm biting your lips)
Eu nao tenho outra garota (I don't have any other chick)
Menina brasiliera (Brazilian Girl!)
Se ten un sorriso linda (U Have a beautiful smile)
Eu se que voce e louca (I know that you're such a crazy woman)
Pra dancar na mia vida (To dance in my life)
MENINA EU VO TE MATAR (Girl, I'm gonna kill you)
MENINA EU NAO VO PARAR (Girl I won't stop)

Menina loca I don't wanna kiss and hold ya
I just wanna grab your throat and choke ya
Beat and bend you ova
Brasiliera aint no otra
This right her la cosa nostra

Garotinha tao gostosa
Little girl so tasty

Nao esqueca
Never forget that

I WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE YA

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

all i can do is smile

:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
ade org berkata dgrlah kedua2 belah pihak sblom menilai. tp aku tgk diorang dgr hanya sebelah sudah menilai? kite senyum je. sape pon taleh caye actually. bosan2 layan kepala dgr lagu ni




Know your enemies well
They enter your life
Disguised as your friends
Know your enemies well
They’re in the next room
Waiting for you to fall asleep

[CHORUS]

Why?
I don’t know how you can live such a….
Lie….
To yourself, now I know who you are
Why?
I can forgive, but I’ll never forget
How you put a price on my head!

So little I can say
And less that I can do

To make you understand
These things you put me through
There’s got to be a better way!
There’s got to be a better way!

They’re trying to silence my voice
They’re feeling uncomfortable hearing my words
They wish I would shut the fuck up
Exposing the enemy

Truth always comes at a price

[CHORUS]

Know your enemies well
Trust nothing and no one
Cuz, everything sucks

Know your enemies well
Don’t sleep for a minute
Cuz, that’s when you’re fucked

[CHORUS]

There’s got to be a better way!…

Sunday, October 31, 2010

FOR THOSE FUCKERS

thx thy regiment for this fucking awesome song!



I want you to STEP BACK

LIFE, DON’T DISTURB MY LIFE!

I feel down all the time
I’m not your puppet you can play
Do I deserve to be treated like this?
I’m not your fucking slave

LIFE, DON’T DISTURB MY LIFE!

Stop bothering me you’re so dramatic
You ripped me with no mercy
Do I deserve this shit?
I’m not your fucking slave

Enough is enough / I want my freedom

You’re killing me killing me slowly

Don’t disturb my life
Just leave me alone
Stop being a fucking jerk
You deserve to die
LIFE, DON’T DISTURB MY LIFE!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

foglamp

hari ni aku g kerja kat setiawan ag. tapi tak nampak lak kete kuning spoc tuh ag. haha.

b4 pergi smalamnya kawan aku bgaku fog lamp myvi kat aku

bosan2 aku pon g la kedai kat ayer tawar tuh sbb tatau nak rugi masa ape lepas pg keje tuh aku g la suh org tuh pasang.

asalnye camni

den tunggu 30 minit kemudiannya baru sblah siap
lepas siap semuanya die pasang la aku nye bumper blek
last2 view dah siap semua

pada malam hari pula

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

gila punya ed

suda lama aku tak update. haha last2 aku update pasal kete je sementara isi kosong blog aku ni. harini aku tukar bumper. haha bumper ori aku buruk deh

bumper asal kete aku

semasa kete aku dibogelkan

cubaan r3. tp cam tak menarik dol
 last2 tgk gti ni cam best so aku amik

jeng3
selepas pasang blek umah terus sbb aku ta mandi lagi ni haha
 view dari bwh(mata org blajar photography skit2)
 keinginan bajet gempak
lagi satu view dari bawah dgn bantuan matahari


Monday, September 27, 2010

mibec here i come baby!

aku tgh ketagihan kepada kereta baru2 ni. aku sedang mengejar
 engine mivec terbaik!

alat2 mivec seperti bumper dpn,blakang, side skirt, dashboard, digital aircond controller. whaah tamak ed ni

and colour pilihan aku pada kereta aku?


flat black!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

im gonna put 'it' down for a while

haha. aku dah lama pon letak benda ni kat tepi. jrg gile men dah skarang. sony a-200.
my first n rite now the only dslr i got.

idea dah kurang. bakat tade. gambar semua buruk2. so why not put it down for a while. or maybe forever kot. i will be back i think.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

raya? akhirnya


 Haha raya aku mcm biasa la. Kat kampong ayah aku cam neraka. Bapak bosan gile babi. Haha tp raya kedua aku dpt balik ke bukit merah setelah bertahun2 tak blek bkt merah.
Raya kedua sampai la raya kelima aku disini. Lepak2 dgn family yg understanding lagi bagus. Walaupon tak dpt duit raya sgt sbb dah tua Bangka haha. Tapi aku tak kisah. Sbb bile makcik2 aku jumpa aku haaa camni la jdnya 


Time ni aku tgh call awek aku nak gtau aku dah sampai. ni ateh aku haha.

Aku dah sampai2 aku tatau nak watpe aku masuk la dalam tgk2 ade psp anak ateh. Aku bedal men jap haha.

aha lepas dah lama2 diorang g snap pic aku tgh makan lak. Ni baru raya kedua aku bedal pe yg aku Nampak. Perghhh. Mmg diorang kata aku skarang ni berisi.. hahah sabar je la
Cover skit muka tak hensem la katakana haha
Lepas makan aku perlu berasap melepaskan gian aku

den aku tatau nak watpe aku pg la TS(taiping sentral) sbb nak lepak jumpa cousin aku si gemuk nadia. Last2 die ajak aku mkn kat starbucks(mmg demand dak gemuk ni) nak on9 nye pasal. Terbang 20 inggit aku utk secawan air coklat yg manis gle babi. Cis..

Dalam raya kedua tuh sempat lagi ade org posing jd model haha

Masuk raya ketiga lak diorang bwat ikan bakar. Mmg aku bedal lagi mkn rini. Perghhh da best la wa ckp. 

 
Ni samseng kecik. Haha anak ateh yg ke3

Muka2 tukang makan je ni. Tukang masak nye fauzan n his wife.




Ikan yg bakal dibakar pada hari ini dah direntap oleh keluarga2 kami.

Selepas makan. Aku bosan2 aku tatau nak watpe. Den ajak la family yg muda2 yg still ade kat sini g jalan2. Tgk2 bukit merah laketown tuh ade pe. Last2 kami amik pilihan nak g tgk ecopark je la. Tgk haiwan2 yg comel disini.
  

Arnab malas. Ape la..

Ni lak beruang matahari yg bengong. Dok pusing2 setempat je aku tgk ritu

Lepak2 kat situ tetiba ade lak animal show kul 4.30. kami pon tgk la pe lagi.

Burung yg men skuter tenging ni. Comel kan die

Pompuan ni salah seorang sepupu aku yg ikot. Last2 die jd mangsa buli animal show tuh.

Malam tuh kami pegi T.S lagi sbb aku nak beli baju. Aku cadang nak duk 2 hari je kat sini. Last2 aku duduk lama skit sbb rindu family2 aku kat sini.

Masuk la raya keempat kami mencari idea lagi utk keluar ke mana. Diorang kata ade swimming pool. So aku ajak la family aku pg. Tgk2 last2 pak teh aku yg bwk kitaorang. Tp last2 kesedihan tak dpt mandi. Sbb die tutup kul 7. Kami sampai kul 6.30.
 
Org yg kegembiraan na g mandi sampai sanggup blek dgn ateh sbb mak die blek pagi tu.

Ni lak org ta mandi lagi(aku la tuh) haha

Selepas sampai disana bersama sepupu aku yg gemok.
Gemok vs boyot

Lepas tuh aku pon ajak la yg besar2 g tgk org mancing. Tp last2 aku pon join diorang mancing kat sana. Tp ta dpt ikan. Dah lewat pon mancing. Kejap je pon.






Lelaki2 yg berada di tapak memancing. Sepupu aku n aku ni

 
Dah tatau nak watpe kat sini

 
Si gemuk yg tade keje nak tangkap gambar je. Yang aku ta paham kat tempat aku dok lepak kat situ la die na tangkap gambar

 
Meletak mata kail pada pancing


Sampai sini je aku dpt cite. Sbb raya kelima aku ke penang. Tp tak dpt snap gambar sbb kamera dah kehabisan batery. Aku lupa bwk byk benda sbb nak blek cpt2 kat sini contohnya
Spek, charger phone, charger kamera. Byk lagi aku tak ingat. haha
 
 







Sunday, August 29, 2010

syg b pinjam gambar ni

haha. ni lah time dating kat polo. hohohoho...

2 in 1

bosan2 melayan benda bodoh ni mari

1st post
YO FEEL THE THREAT!
If you wanna hate me, then hate me!
If you wana hit me, then hit me!
If you wanna kill, then kill me!
If you wanna be me, you can't be!
Hey try your best try your luck to kick my ass,
If you don't succeed let me slap your face,
Cause I don't believe in violence,
Change my mind kick your balls I say OLE!

2nd post
Anjat anjat boboi nampak tattoo,
Make up Make up dah macam hantu,
Tindik sini tindik sana konon tu style,
Tak tau tak tau kubur dah memanggil

Tau takpa takpa,
Tak tau tanya,
Jangan kau nak act kau terror,
Jangan tak pasal pasal,
Kau kene bedal,
Tak guna kau act kau besar,
Nak ajak 1 to 1,
Nak ajak 2 on 2,
Nak ajak 3 on 3,
Bila polis datang kau lari,
Tak cukup umur isap rokok,
Sampaikan curi duit pun sanggup,
Air arak pun kau nak tagak,
Selalu menyusahkan mak bapak.

Tak guna ada kawan ramai-ramai,
Klau semuanya tak pandai-pandai,
Ajar kau benda bukan-bukan,
Lebih baik kau hidup mati sorang-sorang.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

music in everyday life's

haha. baru2 ni post aku byk sal lagu kan.
tah nape lagu yg aku post sebenarnye ade relate skit or maybe byk.
aku dari kecik lirik lagu yg jd passion aku bkn rentak die
sbb aku tak reti menilai musik dari rentak.
nak wat camne. dah diri aku bukan ahli musik.

setiap lagu ade maksud tersendiri utk diri seseorang
contohnye lirik ni

"You should have known the price of evil,
And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah
Oooooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare!"

maksud bg aku utk semua org termasuk diri aku sendiri
yg telah tau jalan yg die pilih tuh tak elok tapi die still stay or die penah stay kat side tuh
sehingga diri die menjadi teruk

"Hey kids!
I have to question
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family"

bg aku mcm dunia ni sekarang. nape perlu gaduh utk hal kecik2. bodoh2 je. nak bertumbuk la pe la

"And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside,
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight!"

ni lak bila budak2 tuh menang pergaduhan diorang masuk tuh. tp dalam perasaan tuh rasa ape? puas je kot?
bg aku mcm tade perasaan tuh. n setiap kali diorang menang pergaduhan tuh still ade yg lagi hebat lepas diorang.

bg aku. bile aku menghadapi masalah mane pg family aku? family yg aku bina sendiri pon tah pg mane. tinggal beberapa org je?
kot bile aku senang je korang ade? ble aku susah?
aku tatau perasaan aku dah. dah mcm ilang
aku dah rasa hilang lagi sekali.
hidup aku pon aku rasa mencari jawapan je. siapa aku, kenapa aku, ape tujuan aku?
tapi aku takkan complete kan semua jawapan tuh sbb satu hari nanti semua manusia mesti mati

"Now I find myself in my own blood
(Never thought I'd lay in my own blood)
The damage done is far beyond repair
I never put my faith in up above
(Never had much faith in up above)
But now, I'm hoping someone's there"

benda yg dah jadi tidak boleh nak kembali n betulkan semula. btol tak?
i never put my faith in up above? ni biarlah aku sorang je tau maksud die
im hoping someone there? ade ke org yg someone tuh?

"Still I'm on my way
On and on it goes
Vacant hope to take"

aku masih jalankan hidup aku dgn cara aku. aku masih berharap utk sesuatu.

haha karut2 tol la maksud lirik aku. tp itulah yg aku fikir. jgn lak korang kata blog dak ni kata sal my life. tp lagu je byk. mane sal hidup die.
tuh la hidup aku. maksud die aku yg paham. lau korang nak paham juga. setiap post aku tanya la. aku cuba terangkan kat situ juga.

Monday, August 23, 2010

welcome to the family

 

Hey kids! (hey kids)
Do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been living
Life's so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family

Hey!
There's something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family

Not long ago you'd find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you found yourself living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now?
Can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside,
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight!

Hey kids!
I have to question
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family

Hey!
Why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty re-run
Welcome to the family

I try and help you with the things that can't be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside,
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight!

Gunning for you and all mankind,
I've lost my mind
Psychotic rabid dementia
I won't be fine

I see, you're a king who's been dethroned
Cast out, in a world you've never known
Stand down, place your weapons by your side
It's our war, in the end we'll surely lose but that's alright!

So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb and
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside,
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Deep inside,
where nothing's fine
I lost my mind
You're not invited,
so step aside
I've lost my,

Deep inside,
where nothing's fine
I lost my mind
You're not invited,
so step aside
I've lost my...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

ariplanes?



Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Dreamin... I Fallin...
Yeah
Lets pretend like its 98, like I'm eating lunch off of a Styrofoam trey
Trying to be the next rapper coming out the A
Hoping for a record deal, to re-know my pain
Now lets pretend like I'm on the stage
And when my beat drops everybody goes insane (Ok)
And everybody know my name (B.o.B)
And everywhere I go people wanna hear me sang
Oh yea and I just dropped my new album
On the first week I did 500thousand
Gold in the spring and diamond in the fall
And then a world tour just to top it all off
And lets pretend like they call me the greatest
Selling out arenas with big ass stages
And everybody loved me and no one ever hated
Lets try to use imagination


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Ok, let's pretend like this never happened
Like I never had dreams of being a rapper
Like I didn't write raps in all of my classes

ike I never use to runaway into the blackness
Now lets pretend like it was all-good
Like I didn't live starring in a notebook
Like I did the things I probably knew I should
But I didn't have maybes that's why they call it hood
Now lets pretend like I aint got a name
Before they ever called me B.o.B or a.k.a Bobby Ray
I'm talking back before the mixtapes
Before the videos and the deals and the fame
Before they once compared me to Andre
Before I ever got my space
Before they ever noticed my face
So let's just pretend and make wishes out of airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen,
Lets pretend things would have been no diff-er-ent,
Pretend he procrastinated had no motivation,
Pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin.
Make it blow away with the wind, Marshall you're NEVER gonna make it
His alarm went off to wake him but he didn't make it
To the Rap Olympics
Slept through his plane and he missed it


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

my family my friend would die for me



How can you live afraid to face the day?
This world will find a way to fuck you anyway
How can you live afraid to fucking fight?
I'd rather die that be a coward all my life
How can you live with fear inside your heart?
It eats away at you you'll lose the game
Before you start
How can you live with that feeling deep inside?
The sufferings everywhere

There is nowhere to hide
I'll fight for my brothers
I'll die for my family
Don't preach about peace
Cause it just seems like fear to me
I'll fight for my brothers
I'll die for my family
And you must admit
You're just fucking weak
Won't live in fear of the world
There's no excuse stand up and fight
My friends my family would die for me

Saturday, July 24, 2010

rip my eyes

My mask of sanity is slipping away
and I don't know if I can last much longer. help me
Human faces grow so twisted and farther away,
thought I could take it but the hate grows stronger. help me
Oh God help me 'cause I don't want to see
another image of that beast humanity. save me
Oh God save me, this hatred is killing me.
No one can save me 'cause I once was blind but now I see the way...

One day I'm gonna rip my eyes out of my head
And never gaze upon your twisted world again.
I'm gonna tear out my eyes
And maybe find some peace of mind inside.

My mask of sanity has broken away and I don't want to last much longer.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

what have i become?

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

So many times i've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
I can't escape this hell


Fuck everyone of you,
Motherfuckin' rats,
You got so much hate,
And I guessin' is cause of the fact,
Everytime were taking one step forward,
You take two steps back.

I do this shit for myself,
This is where I wanna be,
This is home,
Cause I know everyone here treats friends like family,
Go fuck yourself you ain't no one to us,
Go fuck yourself you ain't one we can trust,
And when you got no one we'll give a fuck,
Ashes to ashes dust to dust.

Fuck everyone of you,
Motherfuckin' snakes,
You got so much hate,
To face no good fakes,
It ain't on us that your life sucks,
And your a fuckin disgrace.

I do this shit for myself,
This is where I wanna be,
This is home,
Cause I know everyone here treats friends like family,
Go fuck yourself you ain't no one to us,
Go fuck yourself you ain't one we can trust,
And when you got no one we'll give a fuck,
Ashes to ashes dust to dust.

Your nobody,
We don't need you,
You were never shit,
Your mother should've swallowed you [x2]

Saturday, July 03, 2010

some kind of hate

There's no way out.

I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate and I hate the whole human race.

I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate,
I got some kind of hate and I hate the mother fucking human race.

So let's go...

Y'know I got some bad ideas burning deep in my black heart.
Well, evil is as evil's gonna do now
Y'know I try to do my part. .. HA HA!
And I'm a time bomb tickin'... BOOM!
I been tickin' to the sounds of the rock and roll... OH NO!
I think I'm gonna explode... OH NO!
I THINK I'M GONNA EXPLODE!

You call me anti-social, well you're fucking right!
'Cause I hate this goddamned world and everything in sight
and every one in sight.
You call me anti-social, well you're fucking right!
'Cause I hate this mother fucking world and every mother fucker in sight!

I got some kind of hate for the human race.
I never found a place in the human race...
Maybe it's too late for the human race.
I never found a place in the human race...

Sometimes I wish I could just turn my back and run.
Just turn my back and run away.
Sometimes I feel like I just gotta gotta get a gun
and reach the top of the world my own way...

Friday, June 25, 2010

hari ini. sabtu

aku ade job kat hillcity. n i want to tell you something
i maybe mean. i may be cruel. i may be evil.
you may say you don't know me anymore. i'll tell you the truth. there is no love by first sight
i lied i fall in love with you. you did the same right?
the first time we met. you arent in love with me right?
to you im just another guy who just want to mess with ur heart kan?
well i cant lie. i used to love z. the time i break up with her. yes i do love z at that time.
same goes for you. you don't love me at that time. i break up with her cuz i cant stand being hurt.
yes i do like you when we first met. i like you. but time changes everything. from liking you i love you day by day. i take care you day by day. this is how i take care of you. im mean. i am being mean for a reason. to take care of you carefully. to take care of you with all my might. yes i dont let you do alot of things. this is for your own safety. yes i penah suruh u go time by time. that's me. i wanna see how much do you love me. yet i still cant believe that you would stay. i envy you. i hate you. i love you. i miss you.

i have a dark heart. i need some1 to clean it. and you know who can

Friday, June 18, 2010

dedicated for you

sebijik nazrin tak?? tapi die ni darjah 2

tag oleh picco mowwa

1. Apakah nama blog anda dan kenapa anda memilih nama tersebut?
my life sbb ia mengisahkan hidup aku sendiri

2. Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimanakah anda boleh timbuk idea menamakannya seperti itu?
www.kamerakued.blogspot.com kamerakued tuh nama aku guna dah 3 tahun. haha tu pakai tuh

3. Apakah method dalam blog anda?
cerita2 biasa dan kadang2 lirik yg mendalam

4. Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? Sebabnya?
tak ag. tahlew

5. Pernah tak ahli keluarga anda membaca blog anda dan apa kata mereka?
tak kot.

6. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang lain mengatakan bahawa anda punya blog ni buruk sedangkan masih ada yang mengatakan blog anda cantik. 
aku malas nak betulkan blog aku wahahha lantak la org nak ckp pe.

7. Bilakah anda mempunyai blog?
akhir tahun 2008

8. Siapakah orang pertama yang mengetahui blog anda?
khalis

9. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang mengatakan tentang blog anda di sekolah / universiti / tempat kerja?
tade sape amik tau haha

10. Sila tag 7 orang rakan blogger anda.
1.mut2
2.mimie kokaine(kaka perut buncit)
3.myra idung besar
4.shera

yg len
pandai2 korang la sape nak bwat. haha

mut2 aku membalas ni

haha aku tak kisah tak contact sgt. haha tp rajin2 kan la dirimu contact aku mut2 haha

1- What is my nickname to you? mut2/semut
2- Describe three things about me. a) ko lawak. b) ko suka gelak c) ko suka bwat lawak bodoh n babi haha
3- Am I a good buddy for you? State the reason. yes sbb ko slalu gelak walaupon lawak aku tak lawak
4- What is the best moment that we share together? ko call aku time bday abg ko sbb ade free call sampai dua hari ko call hahaha
5- When you look or hear at something, you will remember me suddenly. What is that? - semut/fawore. lau aku dgr je bunyi tuh. sure aku ingat ko.. owh lagi satu babi hahaha sbb ko minat sgt kat babi kan mut2 hahha

Monday, June 14, 2010

software lama yg aku baru pakai

punya la lama aku cari benda ni. akhirnya dpt gak kat aku adobe light room ni.. hahaha.

nak tayang skit hahaha
na tayang skit interface die. noob baru pakai


lepas dah pakai ini la keluaran gambar die. hahaha

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

fuck it

Ha ha ha...fuck all y'all...fuck all y'all...I don't need nobody
Fuck 'em...Fuck all y'all

Money gone fuck friends
I need a homie that know me
I got problems ain't nobody calling back
now what the fuck is happenin' with my ballin' cats
Remember me I'm ya homie that was down to brawl
Sippin' Hennessy hanging with the clowns and
all we used to do is drink brew, screw and common knew
we had bitches by the dozens oh we fuckin' cousins
You can throw ya middle finger if ya feel me loc
Look around and all I see is snakes and faces
like scavengers waitin' to take a hustler's pape's
and when you stuck where the fuck is all ya friends
They straight busted and can't be trusted fuck y'all

Ain't no love reminiscing on how close we was
way back in the day before they put the crack in the way
and heeyyy how much money can you stack in a day
It's gettin' rough collect calls from my niggas in court
I recollect we used to ball now just living's enough
I stand tall in the winter summer spring or fall

Fuck the law give a shit I'm even worse than before

Bring it on
You say a lot of things
A lot of things you never do
Who'd want too be like you
And I really don't give a shit about the world
That job's for you
I just sit back and do the things that I want to

What you started ends with me

Get in line because I'm bringing it out
Get up tight because I'm bringing it outs
Step outside and we can bring it on out

You do a lot of things
A lot of things you shouldn't do
It may catch up with you
And I really don't give a shit about the world
That cry's for you
I just sit back and do the things that I want to

What you started ends with me

There is the motherfucker look at me
He has got a big car and money
He is sure that he can be anything
He want everyone and everything

There is the gurk off look at him
Sitting the whole day in the fucked up office
His name is Boss he wanna fuck me up
I have a message to them

Fuck you all

There is the motherfucker look at me
He thinks that he is so important
But he is a loser, he is just a slave
And he wanna tell me how I have to live

There is the gurk off look at him
He wanna stand above everyone
I've got a message to them

Fuck you all

I'm fed up with them I don't want more
I'm fed up with them, fuck you all
Fuck the society, fuck the system
I destroy them all
I destroy them

Poser motherfuckers, fake wannabes
I can't stand anymore all this shit
They piss me off, they make me mad
I've got a message to them

Fuck you all

Fuck. Fuck this shit.
Fuck givin it to me.


If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Say fuck the world! (Fuck the world!)
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!)

Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us
Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus
Fuck Darius
Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east
Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least
Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers
Kings and Queens and gold jewelers
Fuck wine coolers
Fuck chickens, fuck ducks
Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks
Fuck critics, fuck your review
Even if you like me, fuck you
Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma
Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama
Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump
You probably like it in the rump
Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes
Fuck all fifty two states! Oooo, and fuck you
Fuck Oprah, fuck opera, fuck a soap opera
Fuck a pop locker and a cock blocker
Fuck your girlfriend, I probably did her already
Fuck Kyle and his brother Tom Petty, Jump Steady
My homie, fuck him, what are you gonna do?
(Fuck that bitch, fuck you!) Yeah well fuck you too
Don't bother tryin to analyze these rhymes
In this song I say fuck ninety three times
Fuck the president, fuck your welfare
Fuck your government and fuck Fred Bear
Fuck Nugent, like anybody gives a fuck
You like to hunt a lot, so fuckin what?!
Fuck disco, Count of Monte Crisco
Fuck Cisco, and Jack and Jerry Brisco
And fuck everyone who went down with the Titanic, in a panic
I'm like fuck you, AHHHHH!!!!
Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick
You both make me sick, suck my dick
Fuck the Berlin Wall, both sides of it
And fuck Lyle Lovett, whoever the fuck that is
Fuck everybody in the hemisphere
Fuck them across the world, and fuck them right here
You know the guy that operates the Rouge River draw bridge in Delray on
Jefferson? FUCK HIM!
Fuck your idea, fuck your gonnoreha
Fuck your diarrhea, Rocky Maivia
Fuck your wife, your homie did, he's fuckin you
Fuck the police and the 5-0 too
Fuck Spin, Rolling Stone, and fuck Vibe
Fuck everybody inside
Whoever's on the cover, fuck his mother
Fuck your little brother's homie from around the way

My disposition is in a position for all to see.
Regretless for how it feels.
I got a bullet with a name on it.
Because the cause for all, the pause you think you see
is really concentration on the steel.
See everybody watching and passing judgment
on every little move and decision I make.
How can I be an individual with the weight of the world
with 8 other planets to take?
and with everything happening
gunshots clapping and people all
running in every direction
with their hands up praying for the drama to end,
I got my hand out looking for some money to spend.
The price tags on the things I need are getting bigger by the day
The way I work so hard for things they just take away from me.
I'm working harder than a hundred black mules down in Mexico.
No water, no clouds, no cover,
from the hotter than Hell no dinner bell,
empty oven again from another bad opinion.
I mean who doesn't want the cars,
money, fame, attention, bars, honeys,
games, attention, stars?
Funny how we say we don't need it
then turn around and try to achieve it.
Everything that they say about me.
And everything that they make me need,
are nothing when they're taking everything away from me.
Everyone trying to make it harder
and everyone saying I would never be.
You're nothing but a name on the bullet that I aim...

Don't tell me now with a smile on your face
That you're lost...down and out
When there was nothing left in me
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you fake (you fake)
Save face
Say it to my face
Can I take all the filth in your head
All the words that you said (that you said)
And throw it away (throw it out)
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you take away
That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore
Limp dick...you fuck stick...let's settle the score
Run and hide you know I'll find you anywhere
Motherfucker...two faced prick with hell to pay
What's real is real...it's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter, swing batter-batter, swing...
What's real is real...it's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter...fucked me for the last time!
Just take a swing...
C'mon...you should've taken that swing...
Just take your swing...
Swing...just take your swing...fuck you!
Just take your swing...
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head

Friday, June 04, 2010

hey saya ed. awak pula?

hey2 saya kembali. haha.. sudah lama tidak aktif dan tidak beraksi di gelagang blogger ni. anda semua sihat? ye kawan2/adik2 dan syg. saya rindu anda semua. haha.. disini terdapat byk cerita hendak diceritakan tp terlalu panjang jika deceritakan harini. haha so bakal saya pendekkan sependek alam.

haa saya sudah memulakan kerja photography saya di fotomitsu. freelancer photographer je. ade job dpt la.. tade job nganga. dan saya juga ingin memberitahu bahawa saya telah pergi ke merata tempat bersama si dia dan kawan2. ini adalah gambar2 kami di merata2 tempat. hahaa ini adalah gambar2nya



Fotomitsu


ini adalah di ladang teh cameron. weh rindu korang


muka bajet kaki pukul je aku ni haha


bersama si dia die ladang teh boh


ni gambar feveret awak kat sini kan?


ini adalah akibat terlebih menghidu gas metanol yang dikeluarkan oleh JB


selepas penat2 melepak kami bergambar bersama2


ini adalah di youth festival(gambar ini merupakan org yg terkenal dgn perangai gilanya)


kami semua masih muda!!!


jb jom la pg sana! aku nak g sana!!!


dikala nak makan free kat umah org kawen.. beginilah caranya