Tuesday, December 04, 2012

its 6.39 am

like the title. im still working to finish my paperwork. im kinda bored. dont know what to do. i havent post for a while. i need something fun to do right now.

Monday, May 07, 2012

there is no place like home?

or izzit? i wish this is true. but for me there is no place like hell. since people are stupid making this world feels like a living hell. why dont i feel hell is home. i wonder.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

im back from medan. it was fun. and im lazy to upload the picture here. just go to my facebook to see it. sadly after i come back from medan. alot happen. sad things, bad things, damn. i wish i was like before. and sadly im turning like i was before again. the monster that i kept for a while is coming out again. well. i rather be a monster than what we call human that is fragile and closed minded.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

aku kat medan :)

selepas tunggu 4 bulan collect duit akhirnya dapat gak aku jalan2 kat medan. bsoan2 ni. byk gak baju yg dibeli hahahhaa. baju sahaja berapa helai dah dibeli. damn aku rasa aku nak dtg lagi insyallah lg 5-9 bulan aku dtg ag. :P

sape nak ikot jum

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

to all my bekas2 adik and anak2

candy syg
kate infinity
debab mimie
mimie

i miss you guys.

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

i forget.

i forget to tell you that i bought a new car. you can see it at http://myftstory.blogspot.com/

Friday, March 30, 2012

damn strike

i just collected the money to change to the oem brake lock. den suddenly my modem just got struck by lightning. damn this lightning. what to do. i just buy the new modem d-link dsl sumting. look like this. look like the oem brake lock will have to wait for a few weeks. be patient bakeneko. i will get you the auto lock.

  
new modem


 old modem that is broken due to lightning strike

Monday, March 26, 2012

im back i think

i will be reviewing some music in our music scene. http://giged.blogspot.com/

and this is my gadgets/ride/etc blog http://myftstory.blogspot.com/

Saturday, January 28, 2012

you who betrayed me.



Am I going insane (insane)
My blood is boiling inside of my veins
An evil feeling it ticks (it ticks)
My body shaking there’s no turning back

Don't take your eyes off the trigger
I’m not to blame if your world turns to black
as your eyes start to blister
There's just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart!!!

You were told to run away
soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

Is it my turn to die?
My heart is pounding as I say goodbye
So now I dance in the flames
I love you crying and screaming my name

You said that we’d be forever
How could you kill me and lie to my face
Now that we can’t be together
There’s just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart!!!

You were told to run away
Soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

GO!!!

So here we are (so here we are, I’m in your head
(I’m in your head)
I’m in your heart!!!

You were told to run away
soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal!!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

whats so nice?

its nice to see someone is happy sometimes. even if you hate her/him. just forget about the life that i carries. even there is so much hatred in me. but i'm still human

Saturday, January 14, 2012

hear it and understand it

 

[The Server aka Endless Summer 2:]
I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

[Chorus - Tha Producer aka Da Seducer:]
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

[J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:]
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

[Chorus]

[Bridge - Tha Producer and Shady]
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

[Chorus]
 

Thursday, January 12, 2012

dream?

To give up everything you’ve ever known for a dream
And never stop the fight no matter how hard it seems
You sacrifice, you bleed, you sweat, and you cry
Doing everything you can not to lay down and die
When you fall and you call out; there’s no one to help
So you’ve got no other option but to pick up yourself
I'm standing at the edge of space and time
Deciding if my being alive is a crime
And if I jump and sail out into the abyss
How much will I really miss?
I'm inching closer, closer to my fate
Lacking a back up plan or escape
I'm just about to finally go and move ahead
When a voice calls out to me
Here's what it said:
Get back up on your feet
You’re much to strong to quit on me
Now dry your eyes and brace your back
Prepare for warfare
Here comes the attack
I won’t be very long, hope you miss me while I’m gone,
I love you
I love you, I need you, and honey I want you to know
My heart is true and my word sincere
Even if right now I can’t be near
Some people seem to think that I’m the bad guy
The root of every problem in their family lives
But secretly they fear what they’re seeing in the mirror it’s so clear
Riding on the line
You’ll choose a side
And we will see who will be victorious
At the end of the battle we'll see who's standing
But now has come the time to attack
To even the score, bring the balance back
Our plan set, the blueprints burned
We’re on our way to claim what we have earned