is this a dream

memories. that's what i love yet i hate. old memories coming back macam rimau nampak babi. this is killing me. this post is not about me n my girl. this is just my past. it's all coming back like a riverflow that i try to stop. thx god some1 helping me. looking at my old memories sumtimes make me cry, laugh, angry, happy. all those memories that i hide, i faded it and i kill before is back haunting me. trying to stop me from having this life i ever wanted.