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my mind

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I care too much.
And my scars remind me,
that the past is real...
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down,
and I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed cause you came around,
why don't you just go home?
Cause you give me all your pain,
and I can't help you fix yourself.
Your making me insane.
All I can say is...

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

I tried to help you once,
I guessed my own advice,
I saw you going down,
but you never realized,
that your drowning in the water,
so I offered you my hand,
That's just in my nature,
tonight is our last stand.

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

I can't help you fix yourself,
but atleast I can I tried!
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I can't do much.
And our scars remind us,
that the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
just to feel.

aku tarik diri

kau kau dan kau. korang rase korang tuh sape? ni aku na ckp. korang tak kenal aku kan gampang. korang ckp mcm2 pasal aku. aku anggap korang kawan. tp korang tuh bangsat. ahakz. korang baek dgn aku atas ade sebab kan gampang. korang tikam blakang aku. cakap sal aku. weh tak suka aku gtau aku. bkn bwat2 kawan dgn aku bangsat. korang mmg gampang. agak2 korang sape la korang tuh. aku rasa korang tak baca pon blog aku. owh. ade kot. kau. diorang kawan dgn aku sbb kau. lupa. selepas kau pergi kau tgk la bape ramai org suka. haha. aku mmg tak sangka yg kononnya kawan tuh bangsat. dahla. aku tarik diri dari korang semua. dari kau, kau dan juga kau. aku dah give up dgn semua. skarang ape yg aku pkir. mase utk kenalkan diri aku yg bergelar ED kepada dunia semula. nah lagu utk korang sape2 yg rasa korang kawan aku yg bangsat tuh. tayah segan2 meh la drop comment kat blog aku ni. oh kau. kau nak masa ape lagi? takut? tp syg? lau syg tade takut. tade mase. aku out dlu.

heartless

In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so,
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me you know
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back
And you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?


How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so why we up 3 a.m. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me for, homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?


Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk,
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
and you can't make it right
Im gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?

sad story

Got nothing to say anymore
There's nothing new
It's all been done before
Not looking to settle the score
So please let me be

Thought I'd be the one you'd adore
I always thought
I would be so much more
Want something that I can't afford
So please let me be
Please let me be

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be

Got nothing to say anymore
Originality went out that door
Not finding what I'm looking for
So please let me be
Please let me be

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be

I'll walk alone
I'll walk alone

Got nothing to say anymore
There's nothing new
It's all been done before
Not looking to settle the score
So please let me be

Thought I'd be the one you'd adore
I always thought
I would be so much more
Now I'm all alone in this war
So please let me be
Please let me be

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
That's where I'll be

The Unforgiven III

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?

(Solo)

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
So how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

tagged oleh si semut

"Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness."


1. i want to make my car sporty


2. i smoke everyday at least 6 to 8 times a day

3. i dont like sweet things


4. i poop 4-5 times a week


5. i want nokia 5800 expressmusic or any phone with qwerty keyboard that slides, gps, wifi


6. i am a person that hard to remember a person name/bday etc.


7. i dont like famous people and i dont want to be famous


8. i love to eat ayam masak merah!!


9. i am very sleepy


10. i love coke and pepsi


11. i dont know if i want to work or further my study


12. i have own 4 desktops and 2 laptops from i was 8. 3 desktop was given and using pentium 4 and only 1 was buy during the 95 era. still using the pentium 4 right now. the first laptop was buyed 2 years ago. compaq. the motherboard is broken so i buy a new 1 to do my job. wah still got utang u know hahaha


13. i am old. i drink nescafe with less sugar. nearly everything with less sugar


14. i rarely watch tv or malay movies


15. i dont know my own self

16. i dont like to eat vegetables or fruit

here we go for the tagging
my girl pka, shera my adik angkat, myra si idung besar, si gemok mimie, eyarazak. n sape2 yg nak bwat

you don't love me, you love the person you think i am

here i am a poster board pinup for you to hate,
someone who once cared now nothing is holding me back.
i am no more an image of what you thought i should be,
the choice you've made and forced upon me.
so go on and hate me if you must, but honestly i don't give a fuck.
for those who continue to comare to this false idea,
what do you expect from me, sing a lullaby scream you to sleep,
i'm fucking sick of it being your way.
you don't love me, you love the person you think i am -
a poster board pinup for you to love.
you don't hate me, you love the person you think i am -
a poster board pinup for you to hate.
what you may see on the outside might not hold true to your heart, so here i am.
the real deal take it or not, like i've said before i don't give a fuck.

dance with the devil

Here I stand, helpless and left for dead

Close your eyes, so many days go by
Easy to find what's wrong
Harder to find what's right

I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through
All your empty lies, I won't stay long
In this world so wrong

Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeding your cold, dead eyes
Stealing the life of mine

I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through
All your empty lies, I won't last long
In this world so wrong

Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Hold on
Hold on

Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Hold on
Hold on