new year eve 2010

tatau nak ckp pe. a year has past. n this is a picture i taken during the new year eve ceremony. not a perfect shot at all.. damn

welcome back Hatr(eD)

the ed that was hiding in the shadow for a long time just returned.
i have remember where the name ED comes from
from 3D
not 3 dimension
instead

damned
destructive
dark

it's not how i describe myself. but thats the word i use to use.
i was born with nothing. live with nothing. now my old prinsip just come back
from where i come from that's how i will end.
and if this is how i die i aint changing it. i die the way it comes.

that means. if anything happen then it happen.

a few lyrics that been put together

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro
I ain't givin' into it
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe

Got nothin' to say anymore
There's nothin' new, it's all been done before
Not looking to settle the scores.
So please let me be

Thought I'd be the one you'd adore
I always thought I would be so much more
not something that I can afford

This is the end of a really sad story
but don't feel bad for me
I started out alone and in the end that's where I'll be
back to start of a really sad story

Got nothin' to say anymore
Originality went out that door
Now fallin' from what I'm lookin' for

So please let me be
Please let me be

I'll walk alone

That's where I'll be

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling
He could just be gone

He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Searched the seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?
How can I be lost
In remembrance I relive
How can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating
This seeking life outside its hell
Inside intoxicating
He's run aground
Like his life
Water's much too shallow
Slipping fast
Down with the ship
Fading in the shadows now
A castaway

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows I lost my soul long ago

Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough

I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace

So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own

lyrics been taken from- Anxiety, Sad Story, The Unforgiven III, Scars, How You Remind Me, Cold, On My Own

*ps-i am what i am

you guys won. i lose

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

dada pecah berderai sakitnya bak

tahi tahi tahi. itu je yg aku leh ckp. it's all because of him. u won. im sick. sakit dada yg amat. pedih ulu hati. baek tido lagi best. im not going to my old self. to u T go to hell to the others Die motherfucker.

another day another breakdown

this has nothing to do with the music breakdown aite. this is my heart breaking down. i dunno wat else to say. you yes you. i know you're her friend. but try to understand. ahh forget it. i got nothing to say. away for the breakdown. thx

all i want for xmas( i dun celebrate but what i want)

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you...

imysm

it's been almost 2 week we havent see each other. i miss you alot. i really do. here a picture of us. n syg. this is a song i heard through youtube. muaxx ilysm. lirik die pendek je tp very meaningfull



To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

F vs Z

huhu.. this is getting me dizzy. bukan sbb nak pilih diorang. i allready choose my lovely Fyka since 15.05.09. i love you so much. Z i open ur blog cuz Fyka suh tgk. actually it's kinda make fyka sad cuz she felt guilty. i dunno wat to say. im the one actually yg pegi kat fyka. bukan u rampas i kan. and at this moment i really love fyka. n i miss her alot. dah seminggu tak date sbb die blek umah mak die. syg. sorry teddy post benda camni. but i want the whole world to know dat I LOVE YOU!

I MISS YOU!

sorry z 4 treating u the way i treat u b4. an advice 4 u. don' change ur bf becoming like me. i am me. n their not me. accept them the way they are.

Fyka syg. i miss u alot. i love you so much. rindu jumpa syg ari2. rindu mkn dgn syg ari2. senang cite teddy rindu semuanya

aku tatau pe tajuk kali ni

ahakz.. dah tade tajuk dah. aku tatau pe nak ckp pon actually. aku juz pening pale. it's all coming back. all i gotta say is im really dizzy of this. am i really a pain in the ass to you? im really hungry. i need to eat. dats all.. i got nothing to say

sick of it

I ran away from you I
Took everything
Facing the day I turn my back just the way you showed me
I'd say I've changed for your right and you stay the same
I stepped away from you
I wont be coming back

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

You're getting sick of this life faceing the truth
Chasin the lies you live by wont be something new to you,
I haven't spoke of bad times
I have no use
Erase the memories it's something I must do

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

Nothing around you
Nothing to say
Nothing involving you concerns me today
Maybe you'll find out
Maybe you'll break
Maybe you'll end up just like the way you are today

I thought I told you, I don't need the headache
Why are you so pathetic, try,
And you just might get it
It's come to this end and now I'm sick of it,
I can't stand the habit,
You just can't have it
Maybe you'll find it's come to it's end
And now I'm sick of it

will you

here is two version of will you. hear it.








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See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She breaks down - breaks down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll break down - It's fake now

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She breaks down - breaks down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Yesterday! Yesterday!
Yesterday! Yesterday!

This time, I'm sorry
This time, I'm sorry
This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time, I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry!

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Will you? [x6]
So Will You?
Will you? [x6]

bengong

i want this phone

wuuuuu 500 inggit mane nak cari sedih2.. kena cari duit ni.. teringin sgt henset ade wifi. wuuuuu ade gps.. wuuuu nak nakkk

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