2012 sudah?

bermakna aku dah 23. bermakna aku dah juga tua. haish. bagi aku tetap sama je. new year tapi aku masih diri aku. resolusi yang dibuat orang2 lain hanyalah olok2. ia hanya tahun. nombor. bukan nye orang yg evolve mcm pokemon tuh. ape yang berubah? dosa baru chapter baru? boyfriend or girlfriend baru? kawan baru? ape yang kau buru btol2 dalam hidup ta sampai2 lagi kan? itulah hakikatnye. tp tape. at least aku ade kawan2 yg stay true dgn aku lama dah. dah bape tahun dan masuk 2012 ni agaknye. hahaha

a lie will kill a person

guess what. you just killed the guy you once know. and say hello to me motherfucker

you're here to learn bitch

I WON'T BREAK DOWN (X2)

I've seen so many follow along with the crowd
But I've never quite fit in with any fucking crowd
You think I'll break under pressure from you
NO I WON'T follow you

I may not have much left on my side
But I've got one thing you don't
And that's called pride

You think I'll break under pressure from you
NO I WON'T follow you

You say I should grow up and act my age
But I'll never be like you, you're a fucking disgrace
You've become everything you once despised
Listen up man, you can't outgrow pride

I won't fucking break (X3)

I WON'T BREAK DOWN

rip giged.blogspot.com

may2009-december2009 last post. closed date 26.september 2011. rip to my other blogspot. cuz i havent been to gig like i used to. thx for supporting

y u no post for a long time?

i havent been blogging for a long time. and if i did i just post some music and short things. not like i used to post. i've slow down in my fake life in this online life. trying to put some real life together. hanging with true friends. and i've havent been seen by a few of my old friends. im sorry. but i will be back. i will hang with u guys. and i will be back in the mosh pit again i guess. missing the music allready. still hating the fucking faker

its been a while

its been awhile since i've been blogging. tetiba lak terasa mood menulis datang balik. bile ingat semua ade yang dalam kepala tak tertulis semua dalam blog ni. jadi aku nak tulis pasal pe kali ni? aku just perasan budak2 skarang kena follow trend untuk hidup ada kawan. dlu trend hardcore. banyak la member hardcore. skarang fixie/ justin barbie. sape nak join? aku sorry la nak join geng2 ni. aku tetap dgn pendirian aku yg beron ni. lantak la aku takda kawan ramai ke ape. janji kawan2 aku yg ade skarang semua true dgn aku. kali ni pon aku gatal g blogwalking kat blog orang. dan aku perasan kawan2 aku yg dulu2. dok shoot aku kat blog diorang sbb aku tak kawan dgn diorang? bukan aku tamau kawan. korang yg pilih kawan korang. korang yang bila susah dtg rumah aku. aku ingat lagi aku mtk tlg ko tamau tolong. tapi bile dpn rumah aku tuh ade roadblock tau kau masuk rumah aku? buat2 sembang den u turn. wtf? itukah kawan? aku dah kurang main kamera/gig. lagi sorang. dlu adik2 aku semua lari sbb takut kena shoot dgn aku. padahal benda aku shoot korang benda betol. dahla sorang tuh hutang dgn abg angkat die tuh tak bayar2. dah setahun. ko tau sape diri kau. ko tatau lagi? ko hutang dgn mie 200. ade ko penah contact die? ade ke syaitan? camtu la budak2 skarang. bile susah tau cari kawan. bila senang. g mampus kat kawan tuh. ade gak member2 aku yg lahir tahun 80an tapi dok ikut stail 90an. ta paham aku. nak sgt populariti ke kau? haish. dunia2

for those who lies and being lied to u know who you are

Show me how to lie
You’re getting better all the time
And turning all against the one
Is an art that’s hard to teach
Another clever word
Sets off an unsuspecting herd
And as you step back into line
A mob jumps to their feet

Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, he never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you steal away
Take him out today
Nice work you did
You’re gonna go far, kid

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Slowly out of line
And drifting closer in your sights
So play it out I’m wide awake
It’s a scene about me
There’s something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can’t get what you want
Well it’s all because of me

Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, I never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

And now you’ll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
You’re gonna go far, kid
(Trust, deceived)

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Now dance, fucker, dance
He never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you

So dance, fucker, dance
I never had a chance
It was really only you

With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

Clever alibis
Lord of the flies
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
Hit ‘em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See ‘em running for their lives

justice

Now it’s time to take me seriously Picking up the pieces on your knees Maybe in the future you’ll think twice Instead of spreading all your bullshit lies Because of all the shit you spoke It makes me glad to see you broke Arrogance has brought you where you are today Surrounded by the bills you can’t pay Justice by the hands of time The final laugh will be mine When promises are broken Filthy words are spoken Guilty of the crime called treason My revenge the only reason When promises are broken Filthy words are spoken It makes me smile to see how you turned out Now you know what it’s all about Think of me when you’re in the gutter Be careful how you treat another Don’t try to say nobody warned you Head up your ass hope the world will mourn you Maybe in the future you’ll think twice Instead is spreading all your bullshit lies

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nice guys finish last

you made me

I loved you, you made me hate me
You gave me hate, see it saved me and these tears are deadly
You feel that? I rip back every time you tried to steal that
You feel bad? You feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no, fuck that

It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife
This strife it dies, this life and these lies
And these lungs have sung this song for too long
And it's true I hurt too remember I loved you

And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no
I've been abused, I feel so used because of you
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no

I wish I could I could have quit you, I wish I never missed you
And told you that I loved you every time I fucked you
The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through
Obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew

How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you
It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you
I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts

And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no
And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no

Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down

And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no
And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no, no

I?m sorry, I?m sorry, I?m sorry
I?m sorry, I?m sorry, I?m sorry
I'm sorry no

anxiety

lama gile tak post. ni post lagu lama yg aku sgt lah layan dlu. teringat kat lagu ni lak tetiba :)

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody (bitch)
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an itch on my brain (itchy)
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propane
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplane

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats my
My anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

for my enemies

I've been waiting a long time to give you a piece of my mind.
You can run but you can't hide from who you are inside
and you don't want to confront me.
No! I know your kind.
You've been runnin the same old lies
and getting over on young minds.
you'll see it's only a matter of time, you're gonna hafta confront me.

we're all in this game,
but don't believe that loyalty comes for free.
you only get respect when it's given out.

make no mistake you're the enemy.
make no mistake, you are my enemy.

still here after many hard years.
when will you realize, you can't kill what won't die?
they've tried but the strong survive.
I'm only tellin you one time.
still livin a lie, your bitter crys and words a gettin tired.
how can talk with that closed mind?
you pass judgement, you cross the line
you will never confront me.

cause we're all in this game,
but don't believe that loyalty comes for free.
you only get respect when it's given out.

make no mistake you're the enemy.
and make no mistake
Check it.

sick of the back talk?
you don't know me
i never back off,
cause you're my enemy.

beauty on the outside ugly in the inside

caked up and faked up,
she's obsessed with the outside.
nothing earned, too afraid to fail.
so she leads a hollow life void of insight
loving what you see, but you fear what you think
because of your mind and your body
there's a missing fucking link
that leaves you vulnerable, susceptible to pain
you're a garden of potential submerged in the rain

i said true beauty, cant be seen, with the eyes

ARMED, armed with a mind
i'm gonna strengthen my action with thought
make use of the gift i got
and walk fearless because i'm armed-with-a-mind
a weak offense when you step to this
mind over matter is power over fists
i walk fearless because i'm armed with-a-mind

i walk fearless with a mind far greater than your fucking fist.

spineless and mindless. you flex your muscles and not your fucking head
a deep man with a strong point made without one thoughtful word said?
"huff and puff", the fierce fists will do the talking
cant speak for yourself so your "crew"'s with you walking
tell me whats worth fighting for...
and it better be something greater than an evening of the score

boy, your true strength sleeps behind your eyes!

its the absent minded fool who's afraid to think,
to extend an open hand,
to dare to earn a thing.
its the gift inside our heads not to take for granted..
because an unexamined life is a seed unplanted.
as the animals, they cant reason
but as humans we can.
so are you just a wild animal or a rational man?
our bodies bring us nowhere, might does NOT make right.
theres a gift inside your head

kau yg bernama bangsat

take ur winning. Go take ur ass to heaven. Im so fucked up with u. Kepada betina yg suci gile ini. Sila blah dan jgn na kuar nama aku, or anything pasal aku. Aku x penah kuar ape2 sal ko. Ko kan suci. Org percaya la kat ko. Sbb ko ade tetek n pussy! Sbb tuh org caye. Aku ni ade kote. Org tak caya. Haha. Aku dah fuckep up gile. Dah lama aku diam ko na cari pasal. Selamat dtg ke dunia aku. Ye seperti yg ko ckp. Aku jahat. Yep. Sedangkan semua org nak masuk syurga. Aku x takut na masuk neraka. Sbb aku jahat. Dan aku xkan cover ckp yg aku ni baek. At least tade la penat aku nak berbaris masuk syurga tuh sbb ramai org na masuk syurga. And lg kesian ble org berbaris kat syurga tuh den kena reject dari masuk syurga. Haha. Fuck off. u can win all the things la sampah. But u cant take my pride, dignity and soul from me.