Sunday, December 28, 2008

cerita?

hey sup.. i juz dun understand it.. ppl always want something else
instead of wat they got.. first i trusted sum1 about 85% den she killed it
den i only trust her 30-40% but den dat sum1 keep on asking me to trust her
100%. but when i changed. i give dat sum1 freedom.. tak byk tanya lau
dia nak watpe.. tak marah. dia cakap tak kisah lak.. cant understand tol.
wth is wrong? think bout it ppl. when u give sum1 freedom den dat sum1 kill
ur trust would u trust dat sum1 again? why must ppl lie? lau dah tak bg
try jgn bwat.. surely nothing happen.. but no.. dat sum1 got to lie so badly
so i become sum1 yg kuat pemarah, mengawal, n kuat tengking. y u ask?
cuz i dun want sumting bad happen to dat sum1.. but nooo dat sum1 would not listen
u gotta be sturborn.. so now i changed again. not dat i don't care but cuz dat sum1
wanted me to change n started to trust dat sum1. n now dat sum1 said i dont give a damn bout
dat sum1. haish.. mmg btol human do want sumting they hard to be reach.. n after they reach it they
want sumting else..

who know bout me? no1 right.. so im telling this to the whole world.. dlu aku ade adik sorang
aku jaga dia sgt2. maklumla aku ni sebenarnye suka jaga org.. sbb maybe cuz dulu aku slalu kena buli
so aku jaga budak2 yg agak2 skema n bg diorang tak nampak skema sgt.
dia ni degil gak.. aku ckp jgn kawan dgn sorang pompuan tuh.. dia degil nak kawan gak.. tapela.. dah besar
umur dah nak masuk form 5 dah. ade satu malam tuh pukul 3 pagi tetiba mak dia call aku n tanya nape dia tak balik.
time aku tgh keje mane la aku tau.. tp ptg tuh die ade dtg tempat keje aku ckp nak kuar.. balik b4 7pm..
ok la.. mmg slalu dia balik awal.. sambung balik cite ni. esok nye jumpa aku ngadu penin.. aku pon tanya la dia g mane
den dia tamau gtau gak... tapi aku nak tau gak.. aku marah2. den dia gtau.. smalam org bagi dia ubat bg dia stim/ta sedar diri
den dia kena rogol. so aku taleh ckp pe la.. sbb tu aku jd pemarah n jaga org elok2... lau org degil aku marah.

tapi tahlew.. kali ni aku berubah jd tak pemarah. aku org kata tak kisah sal dat sum1.
ni cite sal aku jd pemarah

cite sal aku tak percaya org 100% sbb aku ni dah mmg dikira black goat dalam family.
nak ckp aku lah paling susah, miskin, nakal.. tapi aku nakal juz nakal biasa.. n mmg aku tunjuk dpn family.
sbb aku mmg tak suka bwat jahat belakang2.. ala stakat kuar malam, isap rokok, dating, lepak tuh jew..
tapi aku slalu kena aim jahat dgn makcik2 aku.. aku la kena tuduh pencuri masa hanpon diorang hilang kat rumah nenek aku
padahal time tuh diorang makan satu meja dgn aku kat dapur n beg diorang tinggal kat ruang tamu umah. camne aku nak pg dpn?
pikir la.. semua nak aim aku jahat.. den aku kena backstab(kawan mkn kawan la ni) dgn org yg aku paling percaya sepenuh hati..
bayangkanla.. ko sanggup bwat pe saje utk dia cuz dia pon dah macam sanggup bwat mcm2 utk ko.
lgpon rahsia dia aku tau byk tapi tak penah bocor2. den tetiba ko bwat sumting yg ko tanak bwat demi die.. sedangkan dia
senang je kat blakang den aku yg kena blame? wtf? tol tak. bygkanla ko duk sehari kat tempat yg ko tanak.
haha.. jgn kata pompuan, laki pon aku tak caye.. tp mostly pompuan la sebab aku penah terkena byk kali.. lagi2 ade kes lepas..
ade org tipu sal meeting sum1 yg kononye family. padahal sum1 else.. lau korang jd aku sah2 korang pon ngamuk tol tak?

den bile tak bagi nak bwat.. dlu aku slalu marah.. skarang aku tak marah sbb lau tak bg kang jd cam dlu lak.
dari bwat blakang bek gtau tol tak.. ayat tuh..
so bek aku tayah marah sbb aku akan bertambah marah n akan ngamuk gile2.
skarang aku tak marah ckp tak kisah lak.. aku pelik gak dgn manusia ni....
dahla.. tu je terpendam dalam hati ni... tension gak ni.. hahaha

Friday, December 26, 2008

aku penat n sedih

td aku kuar dgn khalis... aku kepenatan lpk dgn die... esok nak pegi taiping plak.. atok aku sakit.... mungkin aku tak tulis sehari... aku tak msg sgt dgn awek aku hari ni... sbb aku penat sgt.. sebenarnye aku nantok... nak gak msg die.. tapi takut lak abg ade.. risau abg lak g tgk henset die

Thursday, December 25, 2008

ily?

smalam aku ckp aku nak tido.. den aku sms la tulis ily.. tapi ade die bls? tade.... aku pon tatau la... syg u baca kan blog i.. takkan la bile u dah bce baru nak ckp.. dah tak syg i?

aku dah len ke

itu la yg awek aku ckp.. aku pon tatau pe dah jd.. aku tahlew... aku dah takleh.... abg dia tak bg die contact aku.. tp dia contact gak.. hurm... abg dah benci kan.. tapela bwat tatau je la... ed dah jd cam tak betul

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

sumpahan?

haha.. diri aku penuh dgn sumpahan aku rasa... tak penah aku kapel setahun... aku juz berharap dgn zanaa je.. tp cam tak kesampaian je.. abg dia dah tiu aku.. 25.5.08 kitaorang kapel.. ni dah 25.12.08.. dah 7 bln.. aku dah tatau pe nak bwat...

ape status aku?

aku pon tatau.. dia still dgn aku ke tak.. td abg sound aku.. tapela org dah tak suka.. lantak pegi la... aku dah tatau pe jd.. mmg aku syg die.. tp aku tak sanggup dah.. aku mmg kawal dia gila babi.. tp ade sebab aku sendiri.. biar je la kot.. -_- at least this thing can make me laugh haha



Tuesday, December 23, 2008

sex ed

jgn pikir bkan2


hahaha aku tension je awek aku.. dah ta bg on pg on juga.. cam ape je...

bek aku layan lagun jum layan





There comes a time in every mans life
when he grows hair where it used to be bare

I know you're feeling weird, but you should be happy
You don't have a vagina, that would be crappy
Because periods suck (and commas rule!)
This is Sex Education, not grammar, fool!

Chorus:
When she gives you affection, you better wear protection
That skank might have an infection, are you paying close attention?
In Sex Ed, remember what you read
Just forget what the others have said
get it through your head, use your brain before you go to bed

And it takes only one sperm cell to make a baby,
And if you think they are cute, then you must be crazy
Babies suck because they barf and poo and cry
They have the ability to pee in your eye
(OH MY GOD IT BURNS!)

And did we mention
The risk of getting STDs
Not just gross hookers have it
Even Dennis Rodman could get a bit
You don't know who Dennis Rodman is?
Well maybe you should watch more basketball
Wait a second this is not about sports
Quick fact! You can't get girls when you're wearing these shorts

Chorus:
When she gives you affection, you better wear protection
That skank might have an infection, are you paying close attention?
In Sex Ed, remember what you read
Just forget what the others have said
get it through your head, use your brain before you go to bed

Your body is growing
You will get hairy
Your puny voice will start to change
And your no-no place will feel a bit strange
Your pits will stink
You'll get zits on your face
Without this knowledge you will scare girls away
So listen to this song every day

25k aku

camne aku nak menang 25k ni..

aku dah masuk photography contest tuh.. tapi tahlew.. cam ape jew.. aku nak sgt duit tuh

gambar yg aku masukan tuh gambar singa laut hahahaha

masalah ag

-_-

kakak khalis tukar page aku n tulis i like sex n sex in the city.. awek aku ingat aku on.. padahal aku tak on pon td.

adoi...
pe leh bwat..
dia mesti ta cye pon.. pe guna kan.

biarjela.... abg pikir len??

tahan je la...

seb bek khalis tak tido ag.. leh aku lpk dgn die.. hahaha release tension skit.. dota plak la.. td men nfsu2 sorang2 kat umah

credit dah abis syg?

huhu credit si die dah abis.. adoi2.. hahaha aku nak bwat kete aku.. duit tade lak.... camne ni??? satria aku kena bwat deh... tlg la sorang derma singgit sorang.. hahahahaa

Monday, December 22, 2008

-_-

hahah.. .harap je ade awek.. mmgla awek cantik.. tapi tahlew... td aku nampak dia on.. dia kata tak on.. berbulu je aku.. haha dia pon ade blog gak.. siap td g parade tak bgtau.. den dpt tempat keje. ta cite pon kat aku yg bos dia tuh maybe gatal.. cam pe je.. aku dah lama tak bg tapak kaki aku merasa muka org gak.. haha bleh la.. bos dia pon bos dia aku lanyak nanti. haha.. dia tatau aku nye blog ni n aku takkan bgtau.. mls bagi die bace..