Z.F.A

Ya. Ini semua nama org. Mereka mungkin tahu sapa mereka. A. I xde perasaan marah kat u. Just i mmg btol2 lepaskan u. I xleh dah terima u sbb ur family has spoken kan. So make them happy. I ta rasa rugi 4 tahun bersama. Tp tiada jodoh disitu kan. Ape boleh buat. Hanya boleh minta maaf segala dosa n salah i kat u. Kepada F pula. Minta maaf sgt2 pe salah i kat u okay. I baca balik kat blog n ms. Mmg i terasa kejam gila dgn u. Sbb buat u camtu sampai u fucked up dgn i. Sorry ye. Buat u tunggu nak jumpa i dulu tp i tanak dtg. I was angry and young. Maaf la kalau i ta tegur u. To Z pula. U adalah seseorang yg tinggi. Hahaha. Sorry buat salah dgn u and dated F while i was still with u. Haha another mistake is when i was young and angry. Tp tahla.  Menyesal ape pon xdpt. Hahaha sini i akan ceritakan diri i pada korang. Hidup i. U all kenal i. When was it never sux kan. Kawan2 yg stay true dgn scene n diri i. Ada la sikit. Some u all kenal. Some new also. Owh. I ade adik kecik umur die skarang 2 tahun. Ayah i kawin lagi. Hahaha hebat die walaupon bini pertama cerai. Mak i meninggal. Ni dah kire 3 kali die kawin. I blom lg. Hahaha. Owh merokok. Mcm biasa la. Xde teruk pon. But skarang i kerja jd buruh kasar je. Hahaha. Hidup i dah wasted dari kecik. I kan suka hidup camni. Struggle everyday just to survive. I dah xpakai satria. Kereta tuh semua ade kenangan bwk u all jalan2. Hahaha. Ok. I rasa itu je nak cite kot. Tade benda ape dah pon u org nak amik tau pon. Hahaha sometimes i ade rasa syg. Tp i dah buat salah. So let's move on. And go on with our live. Owh b4 i go i just want to tell you the best moment with every one of you. Z. Bile abg u kenakan i suh jd mcm kucing. Hahahaa. For F. U told me u would try and loved and take care of me more then my late mother. A thx for making me try harder to survive. At least u make me get a new car.

You opened my eyes, opened my mind, you changed the world for me.

Long since the day I last saw your face,
the distance between gets a little hard to bare sometimes.
Can’t seem to keep my two feet on the ground, constantly wondering.
These are the ties that bind. Ink in the skin to remind, so defined.
Never healed, and never out of mind. You are always by my side.
Maps drawn by hand to direct, so complex, lead the way when we’re far apart.
Seas may divide, mountains block our view.
So far out of sight, you are always in my thoughts.
Seas may divide, mountains block our view.
You are always in my thoughts.

And though we are so far apart,
you are always here in my heart.

I’m singing this song for you, you mean so much.
You opened my eyes, opened my mind, you changed the world for me.

Singing this song, writing these words for you.
I hope you’ll hear, I hope you’ll know.

And as the sun it sets today,
your star will always lead the way, anywhere.
And though we’re always far apart,
you’re present here in my heart, everywhere.